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Arigatou gozaimasu.

Penned by: Kirra

Visited doctor today. For SEVERE cough. The only thing left is to cough my lungs out.

Blood in phlegm: YES
Cough until stomach cramp: YES
Cough until vomit: YES
Cough until no voice: YES
Sore throat: YES

Thanks to everyone who showed me care and concern. Relax, it won't be that serious until need to call 995.

My MC until tomorrow. Hope tmr can recover. If not really sick then need to attend C rest home, people will also think I is fake one. Yuan Wang ahhh.

Penned by: Kirra

9 Weeks passed... 7 more weeks to go. With things like IPPT... and SOC... left to clear. And some other things that I've missed. I want to faster clear my BMT so that I do not have to keep this stupid hair again. I want more personal time! NOT ENOUGH NOT ENOUGH NOT ENOUGH

Saturday was fun
Sunday was calm
Monday was luck
And Tuesday will be crap

Not being able to be myself and do the things that I like(ie. attend events) leaves a bitter taste.

Not being able to wake up anytime I like
Not being able to eat my meals whenever I want
Not being able to do whatever I need
And the list goes on.

Penned by: Kirra

Damn pissed off this morning. I mean seriously. The fat company next to us found one biscuit wrappers on their chair and the blame came crashing down on us who were on the same floor as those fat asses. Just because those idiots are not allowed to bring any food in, just because the biscuits were only used for field camps that only we attended, just because we're on the same floor, doesn't make us the friggin culprits.

And when no one owns up, and no one should when no one did anything, the FUCKING sergeant from that company threatened us with a confinement. WHAT THE FUCK? Just because you hope that the matter will be solved ASAP so you used this idiotic ruse and HOPE that someone will SACRIFICE himself for the sake of the GREATER good that you can report to your sir and claim that the problem has been solved by you selfish bastard... I dunno how the shit can such people with such integrity EVER become a sergeant. SISPEC's standards has really fallen.

I seldom used vulgarities in my post. Because I hope to have a high tolerance for things. But that does NOT apply to idiots who pisses me off or idiots who think they are very smart. In this case, both scenarios are applicable to that idiotic sergeant.

Seriously, go screw yourself in the ass. That's probably the only reason you are born for. ..Actually wanted to scold until even much much more worse de. But my mood is good today. Consider yourself friggin lucky.

Penned by: Kirra

I just bathed in a pool of lemon...
Get the idea... Wake up your idea...

Field camp-ed for the past week, can't bath can't brush teeth can't shit... Well, I might need to go again coz of my gastric problem during the first day of the camp. As a result I nvr dig the stupid grave to sleep in. Had to sleep on the rock hard mud-sand uneven protruding cold ground for the entire week, so had to carry all my belonging to where I sleep at night, then back to the tent we build at another position in the morning... At night the temperature is SUUUUPER low. Shuddered all the way and it adds on to the ground problem. Making my upper body sore and painful now.

The last day of the camp we had BIC. A training that make us crawl all the way from the start to the end with real bullets flying past our heads. So must stay low throughout while carrying our rifle. Being a clumsy fellow, I accidentally knocked my knee into one of the metal poles holding up the spiked wire above our head. Then now super swollen and painful adding on to the scratches all over my body which everyone has too thanks to the burning hot sand. In a nutshell, the whole field camp was disastrous.

Thanks to my gastric, I only had appetite for one pack of food every day. Make me feel tired easily. My appetite still haven't recover. In the past, one meal of fast food should not be a problem. Now I can't eat anymore after just finishing the fries. The good thing is lost a lot of weight. Bad thing, whole body feel like jelly.

But for now, I HOPE things will be slightly be back to normal ABIT. Coz there's still this sit test where we'll stay out for 3D2N again. Boo hoo hoo... Sickly body... I think if still continue to be liddat, follow advice already. Go full body check and try to see got some condition to down pes anot. Unlike some hiong-sters out there, I hate NS to the max.

Penned by: Kirra

Ahh ahh~ Finally going back to Tekong later. For this week's field camp trip. Gonna stay in that shitass jungle for a week. Torture. Hope no RT this weekend or I'll be damn sian. Too used to nua-ing at home now I don't feel like doing anything. Especially regarding NS which will last for 22+ more months. Pain in the ass

For this 22 months, I'll be sticking around with a bunch of people that I'm not familiar with. Maybe some with a burning passion to serve this country. (Eye roll)

Everyday:
Shower with cold water
Bow down and obey like dogs
Eat lousy food
Inconvenient lifestyle
and the list goes on...

Kazoku, tomodachi, soshite... won't be seeing them as much I guess. Kono jinsei nante, ore wa DAAAAAI Kirai desu!

Considered recovered now. But suuuuuuper sian. And for the past dunno how many days at home, everyday reading TOY's story by Singderella. Gimme something fresh! Mattaku...

On a sidenote, the OP for the anime Shangri-la was nice. Sung by May'n

Live performance here: (As well as other short intro of past anime songs by female singers. Including the infamous Northern Lights and Triangular)
PS: View it on youtube website to catch it in HD format.

Penned by: Kirra

Went to Hougang Polyclinic today. Coz was having a slight fever. Really a slight fever. So I thought I would get one more day of rest, before going back and drink rainwater which will make me sick again coz I've yet to fully recover.

Reach the damn place at 12noon. Then the staff said tooooo many patients. Must wait until 1.30pm den can register. Fine, so I waited. 1.30pm, registered. 2pm the doctor will be available. Hell no, waited until 2.30pm. Then after a bit of diagnosis, was sent for xray and blood testing. Huh... I am just reporting fever, cough and flu. Then 2.40pm reach Xray room. Took xray, and then took bloodtest. The doctor over at the xray place said come back in one hour to collect the files. Damn, have to wait again.

3.40pm, collect the files, has to go back see the diagnosis doctor again. 4pm already. Then he diagnose me with Hmm, from the xray it seems that you have lung inflammation. WTH? But next sentence sounds good. I'll cover MC for you. Until Friday. Song la. Sidenote: THIS IS NOT CHAO GENG OK!

So now, MC until Friday. But lung inflammation not a small case. And furthermore everytime I cough, my abdominal region will be damn painful. I seriously need to recover or I think my lungs will be gonecase.

So Friday mc over. But heard that my company this Friday got live range. So should be until very late den Saturday den can book out. If liddat, does that mean I have to book in on Friday night, sleep for one night, then come back out again? Better not lor, or else I will really slap people man. For pure stupidity.

In the end the bill add up to be $7.10 SHARP contrast to the $81 for my previous private doctor visit. Then as a NSF, I need not pay for any doctor consultation and medicine at polyclinics. (Welfare of a NSF. But mayb it's because Polyclinics are cheap in the first place that such welfare exist? Hmm...)

Penned by: Kirra