Some emotional stuffs first, can skip if you want to. Don't want too much people to read
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Been feeling very suffocated recently, feel that even tho I did quite OK for my O levels, I somehow waste it by joining GET. OOGP sucks, PRSP sucks, IDES sucks, and GMAPS sucks. I initially wanted to design characters, weapons etc. Didn think that it would be so programming based back den. What's worse is that programming is not my cup of tea, neither is drawing out fonts... Guess the lecturers are freaking serious when they say sem 2 is goin to be hell.

In first sem got stuffs like VisLi and NMM, gives me the illusion that we WILL be designing character and stuffs soon. But what happen now is pure shit, my math originally suck and neither am I good at looking at a bunch of stupid text codes and smile while understanding what it is all about. Sem 2 having IDES makes the course worse than before, blacklisted class to. Everything wrong freakingly say it's us. Might as well say every toilet got shit there is becoz sheng wei nvr aim properly after eating tom yam stuffs...

After looking at the assignment 2 for IDES I sincerly feel like dumping away everything I've done in GET and call it a quit. Continue and die terribly or quit and waste a year. I really dunno what I should do, talked about this to one of my fren in TP but different school, with sort of a same feeling as me. Talk alot about this, one thing she said I feel very true, shall rephrase it abit. "Continue on, even if u really can't make it at the end of the day, you won't feel regret coz at least you've tried". Mayb at my last moment I wont look back to this day and painfully regret that why the hell didn't I try, but if I quit and get another course, will I have a better future? No one can say that for certain... Guess this is all fate when I've decided to join this course.

But still, I really have no clue on how I should carry on. All this seems too much for me to handle, test, project submission and all those shits coming together. Really in need of somewhere I can vent out all my suppressed frustration...
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Did nothing much today except for going out for basketball in the afternoon. Play until I feel tired(which happened after 2 and 1/2 hours of continous playing). Then head to heartland mall buy bubble tea and go back home.

Ate dinner while watching Jacky Wu's 'Qi Tian Da Sheng'. Was damn funny in a part of the show where they invited some celeb guests and sit together in a class format and neither anyone can laugh. Laugh and will be whacked, it's so funny when they makes jokes and etc and another person laughed. Especially when Jacky invited a guy from china(Si chuan) and asked him to 'teach' the class some chinese. He read the words in a freaking manner manner, one 'poem':

something like this:
-Wind blow grass branch's side:
-Go to farm chase sheeps:
-At the hill answering to nature's call: 'o.O'

(Feng Cui Cao Zhi Pang)
(Qu dao mu chang gan mian yang)
(Zai shan shang ting ji ran jiao)

The guy read as:

-Feng cui Chao Ji Bai
-Qu Dao Mu Chang Gan Ni Niang
-Zhai Shan Shang Ting Si Lan Jiao

-He didn do it intentionally(I think), coz old people living in china have such way of pronounciation.

2nd part: 'Rao Kou Ling'

-Cao Lan(Taiwan host) call me go night market buy chicken chop
-Chicken chop add pepper nice nice nice to eat chicken chop
-Cao Lan ask me together to eat this chicken chop

(Cao Lan jiao wo dao ye shi mai ji pai)
(Ji pai jia hu jiao hao hao hao chi zhe ji pai)
(Cao Lan jiao wo yi qi chi ji pai)

The guy read as:

-Chao Lan Jiao Wo Dao Ye Shi Mai Ji Bai
-Ji Bai Jia Hu Jiao Hao Hao Hao Chi Zhe Ji Bai
-Chao Lan Jiao Wo Yi Qi Chi Ji Bai

Ok... whole family was laughing like mad. Really buay tahan at this crude yet fantastically funny episode.

After that channel 8 got the last episode of "The Best Comedian", but it's not in any way funny, mayb coz I just watch Qi Tian Da Sheng, but those people in the contest are very lame...

After that talk to my frens etc, feel depressed. But I guess I will perservere, giving up soon means I will be forfeiting what I had so far...

Think that's all for the day, tomorrow's stuff tomorrow then think. I shall not shorten my own life with shits like that.

Penned by: Kirra