Queen's Crown

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2009-08-13T12:14:00.000+08:00

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Arigatou gozaimasu.

Ahem ahem ahem

2009-08-11T23:04:00.002+08:00

Visited doctor today. For SEVERE cough. The only thing left is to cough my lungs out.

Blood in phlegm: YES
Cough until stomach cramp: YES
Cough until vomit: YES
Cough until no voice: YES
Sore throat: YES

Thanks to everyone who showed me care and concern. Relax, it won't be that serious until need to call 995.

My MC until tomorrow. Hope tmr can recover. If not really sick then need to attend C rest home, people will also think I is fake one. Yuan Wang ahhh.

9 weeks

2009-08-11T00:37:00.002+08:00

9 Weeks passed... 7 more weeks to go. With things like IPPT... and SOC... left to clear. And some other things that I've missed. I want to faster clear my BMT so that I do not have to keep this stupid hair again. I want more personal time! NOT ENOUGH NOT ENOUGH NOT ENOUGH

Saturday was fun
Sunday was calm
Monday was luck
And Tuesday will be crap

Not being able to be myself and do the things that I like(ie. attend events) leaves a bitter taste.

Not being able to wake up anytime I like
Not being able to eat my meals whenever I want
Not being able to do whatever I need
And the list goes on.

Biscuits

2009-08-09T01:05:00.004+08:00

Damn pissed off this morning. I mean seriously. The fat company next to us found one biscuit wrappers on their chair and the blame came crashing down on us who were on the same floor as those fat asses. Just because those idiots are not allowed to bring any food in, just because the biscuits were only used for field camps that only we attended, just because we're on the same floor, doesn't make us the friggin culprits.

And when no one owns up, and no one should when no one did anything, the FUCKING sergeant from that company threatened us with a confinement. WHAT THE FUCK? Just because you hope that the matter will be solved ASAP so you used this idiotic ruse and HOPE that someone will SACRIFICE himself for the sake of the GREATER good that you can report to your sir and claim that the problem has been solved by you selfish bastard... I dunno how the shit can such people with such integrity EVER become a sergeant. SISPEC's standards has really fallen.

I seldom used vulgarities in my post. Because I hope to have a high tolerance for things. But that does NOT apply to idiots who pisses me off or idiots who think they are very smart. In this case, both scenarios are applicable to that idiotic sergeant.

Seriously, go screw yourself in the ass. That's probably the only reason you are born for. ..Actually wanted to scold until even much much more worse de. But my mood is good today. Consider yourself friggin lucky.

Sucky week

2009-08-01T21:36:00.005+08:00

I just bathed in a pool of lemon...
Get the idea... Wake up your idea...

Field camp-ed for the past week, can't bath can't brush teeth can't shit... Well, I might need to go again coz of my gastric problem during the first day of the camp. As a result I nvr dig the stupid grave to sleep in. Had to sleep on the rock hard mud-sand uneven protruding cold ground for the entire week, so had to carry all my belonging to where I sleep at night, then back to the tent we build at another position in the morning... At night the temperature is SUUUUPER low. Shuddered all the way and it adds on to the ground problem. Making my upper body sore and painful now.

The last day of the camp we had BIC. A training that make us crawl all the way from the start to the end with real bullets flying past our heads. So must stay low throughout while carrying our rifle. Being a clumsy fellow, I accidentally knocked my knee into one of the metal poles holding up the spiked wire above our head. Then now super swollen and painful adding on to the scratches all over my body which everyone has too thanks to the burning hot sand. In a nutshell, the whole field camp was disastrous.

Thanks to my gastric, I only had appetite for one pack of food every day. Make me feel tired easily. My appetite still haven't recover. In the past, one meal of fast food should not be a problem. Now I can't eat anymore after just finishing the fries. The good thing is lost a lot of weight. Bad thing, whole body feel like jelly.

But for now, I HOPE things will be slightly be back to normal ABIT. Coz there's still this sit test where we'll stay out for 3D2N again. Boo hoo hoo... Sickly body... I think if still continue to be liddat, follow advice already. Go full body check and try to see got some condition to down pes anot. Unlike some hiong-sters out there, I hate NS to the max.

May'n

2009-07-26T15:53:00.006+08:00

Ahh ahh~ Finally going back to Tekong later. For this week's field camp trip. Gonna stay in that shitass jungle for a week. Torture. Hope no RT this weekend or I'll be damn sian. Too used to nua-ing at home now I don't feel like doing anything. Especially regarding NS which will last for 22+ more months. Pain in the ass

For this 22 months, I'll be sticking around with a bunch of people that I'm not familiar with. Maybe some with a burning passion to serve this country. (Eye roll)

Everyday:
Shower with cold water
Bow down and obey like dogs
Eat lousy food
Inconvenient lifestyle
and the list goes on...

Kazoku, tomodachi, soshite... won't be seeing them as much I guess. Kono jinsei nante, ore wa DAAAAAI Kirai desu!

Considered recovered now. But suuuuuuper sian. And for the past dunno how many days at home, everyday reading TOY's story by Singderella. Gimme something fresh! Mattaku...

On a sidenote, the OP for the anime Shangri-la was nice. Sung by May'n

Live performance here: (As well as other short intro of past anime songs by female singers. Including the infamous Northern Lights and Triangular)
PS: View it on youtube website to catch it in HD format.

Inflammed

2009-07-21T23:00:00.003+08:00

Went to Hougang Polyclinic today. Coz was having a slight fever. Really a slight fever. So I thought I would get one more day of rest, before going back and drink rainwater which will make me sick again coz I've yet to fully recover.

Reach the damn place at 12noon. Then the staff said tooooo many patients. Must wait until 1.30pm den can register. Fine, so I waited. 1.30pm, registered. 2pm the doctor will be available. Hell no, waited until 2.30pm. Then after a bit of diagnosis, was sent for xray and blood testing. Huh... I am just reporting fever, cough and flu. Then 2.40pm reach Xray room. Took xray, and then took bloodtest. The doctor over at the xray place said come back in one hour to collect the files. Damn, have to wait again.

3.40pm, collect the files, has to go back see the diagnosis doctor again. 4pm already. Then he diagnose me with Hmm, from the xray it seems that you have lung inflammation. WTH? But next sentence sounds good. I'll cover MC for you. Until Friday. Song la. Sidenote: THIS IS NOT CHAO GENG OK!

So now, MC until Friday. But lung inflammation not a small case. And furthermore everytime I cough, my abdominal region will be damn painful. I seriously need to recover or I think my lungs will be gonecase.

So Friday mc over. But heard that my company this Friday got live range. So should be until very late den Saturday den can book out. If liddat, does that mean I have to book in on Friday night, sleep for one night, then come back out again? Better not lor, or else I will really slap people man. For pure stupidity.

In the end the bill add up to be $7.10 SHARP contrast to the $81 for my previous private doctor visit. Then as a NSF, I need not pay for any doctor consultation and medicine at polyclinics. (Welfare of a NSF. But mayb it's because Polyclinics are cheap in the first place that such welfare exist? Hmm...)

MC again

2009-07-19T21:38:00.004+08:00

In response to my emo post earlier, now feeling slightly more calm. Just went to Pasir Ris with a heavy heart. Heart not with the island of misery. Then when asked to take temperature, my temperature hit 38.1. In the end was sent back home on the orders of my sergeant.

Wanted to see doctor. But at timings like 4pm on a Sunday. Almost all clinics are closed. In the end had to visit a 24hour clinic and spent god damn freaking SGD$81! Seriously felt the hurt. But managed to get a MC until Tuesday. No need to eat tekong's pathetic food.

Due to certain circumstances, our meals are all now delivered to us. Meaning we can't choose what we want and etc. I can hardly eat the food. Quoting from Jeremy, I repeat, quoting from JEREMY. Not I say one:

"The food at Tekong, you place at roadside, dog walk past, bark 2 times woof woof, and they will walk past without even nibbling at the food."

Which I feel, is true la... Maybe is the emotion affect the taste of what you eat. If you thinking of negative things, nothing will taste good. If you're feeling cheerful and light, a simple bowl of instant noodles can also be the best delicacy you have ever ate. Even though I know this basic logic, I can't make myself feel good in camp. Coz it seriously isn't...

My abdominal injury still hasn't recover. I suspect it might be something worse. The doctor suggested me to visit the doctor for a check up. Which I would probably do once I return to Tekong. For a free checkup. The pain has been there for 4 weeks. Previously I thought may be muscle ache. But after MC for a week or so, the pain still persist. Cannot be muscle ache eh... I dunno what it is.

The pain is even more noticeable when I lay down. The pain coupled with my back problem acheness. One from the front and one from the back, torturous. Must sleep sideways.

Mentally... tired

2009-07-19T08:53:00.003+08:00

Training's getting more and more packed. There's not much time for self reflection. And I've seriously no appetite for anything at any given point of time. Surviving on just fruits and drinks in the camp, I seriously dunno how long I can last. What kept me going are the people around me that I cherish. 15kg has been gone since I've entered NS. But I know that I'm not as healthy as before I joined NS. Both physically and mentally.

I'm seriously... tired. Tired from all the routines and sick of this time wasting shit. Mentally. I'm seeking for a mind's runaway. Sometimes I even have this stupid thinking of why, why am I born healthy? Why am I not born with defects so that I do not have to serve this crap. Because of NS, I feel that I'm beginning to distant away from my frens. Especially the 2 amazing ladies, both pretties. Though both are busy in their respective area of work, thanks for the little amount of concern you've shown me. It really make me feels that I'm not alone. As well as the other aircons. I admit I do not have a lot of frens, so thanks... for just being there.

Home does not feel like home anymore. It's no longer a place where I can come back to whenever I've feeling down and lost. Only being able to come back during the weekends, it's more like a place of luxury where I know my time in there is limited. It's really a torture during the weekdays, but it's not really a pleasurable thing at the weekends. At this point of time, I have no place where I can call 'home'...

Sianzation

2009-07-16T17:30:00.002+08:00

Booking in later. Sian. Drag and drag, then now abit getting comfortable staying at home, now the thought of booking in stinks to the core. And becoz of MC, I am down for remedial training. But I can't do any physical training coz I'm still in recovering phase. Made me stay back one day for nothing. Stupid system.

Might as well give me MC for one extra day, then I can rest the whole of this week.The doctor is one FARK UP BASTARD! Kovan clinic. Along Hougang street 21. If you're sick, DON'T VISIT HIM! He's damn ngiao in giving MCs. Made me still had to book in for one day den come back out. Lame to the max.

Am so so so so so pissed off. The very sight of anything on Tekong irritates my very soul. And I have 9 more weeks to go for the stupid BMT. AGHH!! Am at a lost of words. Nothing can describe my irritatedness now. Bite them all to death!

Hellish

2009-07-12T16:00:00.004+08:00

As compared to other company mates, I had 4 days of rest at home. But it's because I am having fever. Probably due to the cough that I had been neglecting for a week that causes it to develop into something worse. The cough, dubbed by Cheryl as "Tekong cough" was indeed deadly. But I guess I'm one of the few who had it rough.

Slept through most of my Saturday as I was feeling very sick. Not counting Friday, I slept from like 00.00 to 11.00 and from 4pm-ish all the way to Sunday minusing 30 minutes for dinner. Feeling so uncomfortable. Really make me feels like shouting vulgarities out loud. But too tired to do so and also because I lost like 90% of my voice. Even short sentences consisting for 3-4 words is very taxing for me. My voice now is something like that Taiwan female host. The one who host the 钻石夜总会 that one.

Tmr 8.30pm need to report back le. But still feeling damn sick now. Wondering how. This week confirm will kena extra training. Coz sick for so many days. Highest temperature at one point even reached 39.4 degree celcius. Even the commander over at BMTC got shocked. Lucky it dropped slowly after that. Though still at 38~ range now. I wonder if the temperature hits 40 would it damage my brain and made me an idiot. But I am sure that even if I'm an idiot, I still would be smarter than a lot of people out there. Heh. Being able to make such a snide comment proves that I'm still in working condition.

Hoping the 3 months to pass by fast fast. I don't wanna stay in Tekong.

Any medical experts can tell me why these few weeks when I just sit down or squat, within seconds my leg will numb. And when standing up, I will have blurred vision for a few seconds?

Edit: Situation turned for the worse, went to see a doctor. The doctor extend my mc to wednesday. I hope I will recover by then. I've been coughing until I feel like vomiting. Else, need to go for H1N1 test. Seriously.... WTH?

Bored

2009-07-05T16:02:00.003+08:00

This week nothing much worth mentioning about. A boring week. Getting used to my shitty life. If only some random country can drop one bomb on Tekong and sink it for good. I will cheer like crazy.

Bounded by so many rules and regulations. Sucky.

Shiturday

2009-06-27T21:10:00.010+08:00

Diarrhoea
High Fever
Cough
Loss of appetite
Flu
etc etc.

Kena guard duty on Friday night. Not from punishment ok... just suay suay my ID got 'selected' at random for guards. The consolation is I still book out at the same time with those that didn't kena. Had to stand at the ferry terminal there be guards. Stand 2 hours rest 4 hours. 2 rounds. Damn tiring.

Can't sleep during the first 4 hour of rest. So listened to 933. SMS-ed in to 933 to dedicate song for all Shi Xin Hui fans. Hehe, the sms got read out. Nearing the end of the show segment tho. The whole day only slept like 2 hours+

Booked out, rest abit at home, den went out with Onee-san. At first everything is fine. Den halfway thru start to feel like crap. Visited the toilet about 7-8 times when walking around in Far East. In the end had to cab to see doctor. Making Onee-san can't finish what she was going to shop for. So damn sorry...

Very gan xie Onee-san for bringing me to see the doctor and alot of other things. More like Oka-san rather than Onee-san. Mother~ Feeling much better today le. Haha. But loss of appetite still persists...

When the doctor asked me for my pes status, I said I was pesBP. Haha, the doctor was shocked. Haha! He can't believe coz BP is only for obese people. Which he can't see why. Onee-san was also surprised that I lost quite some weight. Around 7kg. "Thanks" to me first week kena high fever and had to stay in sickbay be on drip.

In the end spent $60 on doctor. Took cab around the whole day. Can't took public transport. Made her spent some of her money on cab too. Another sorry. Haiz

Still need to visit the doc for another review on Monday. Gonna book in slightly later than the rest. Hope there won't be any activities on Monday that will warrant me a make up session. NOO!

Book out 2 times, 2 times sick jia jia lat-ly. What the hell is this man...

PS again: Sorry to Onee-san, becoz of me she can't finish her shopping. And thanks for reminding me on health tips and for not running away from me with all these H1N1 symptoms on me.

2three0six

2009-06-23T00:00:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday!
Sin Huey!

Look younger and younger each year.

3rd album, all the best.

First book-out

2009-06-21T17:51:00.002+08:00

Booked out for the first time this Friday. The feeling is kinda weird. Like for a long time I have not stepped into a shopping center or any urban buildings on Singapore. Everything at home feels foreign too. Though I enjoyed the feeling, sadly it will be gone on Sunday when I have to return.

Went out with Peiwen, Xiaoma and Jiande yesterday. Walked around Orchard and had a meal at delifrance. The service sucked. And it prompts Peiwen to leave a note regarding that on their serviettes. Damn funny. I am wondering what would be the reaction on the staff's face when they saw the note.

Reach home around 7. Feeling damn sick. First book out and yet I'm afflicted with a bad flu. How great...

6 hours 45 minutes

2009-06-05T01:44:00.005+08:00

In the time stated in the title, will be going to NS.

Thanks alot to Onee-san, Ms. Sim, Ms. Mah, and that Mr. Ruston Lee. No relations with Russell Lee. For sure.

To the considerate(but scary) Onee-san who always cheer me up when I unhappy.
The mature(but VEEERY vain) Ms. Sim who always share things with me.
And the lunatic(and still lunatic) Ms. Mah who can't stop being high.
And the Heavyweight champion Mr. Lee who always try to jio us out to have fun.

Arigatou gozaimasu!!

And to those clowns, thanks so much...
I'll miss my SE c902 mobile phone more than you guys.

Once I lie on my bed and close my eyes later. Going to a whole new level of hell when I wake up. No freedom, no control over daily activities, maybe some king of sabos in the army, and a whole load of saigang to do.

Quoted from Ms. Sim:
Enjoy is the word

Yea... right... will try. You also take care. And with Ms. Mah, make sure to take care of the palace while I'm gone. Make sure the 风扇s are working in order. I'll do a maintenance check every weekend. Haha. Got anything SMS me ar.

See you guys 2 weeks later's weekend.

Wednesday

2009-06-03T23:20:00.003+08:00

Radiant Pink
Ocean Blue
Passion Yellow

Sounds cheesy enough like the name of the colours given to objects like mobile phones, psp, etc etc. Actually those 3 are the pictures I've done for my handphone theme. Which again, I'll only be seeing for tomorrow before it's left to rot for 2-3 weeks. 悲哀.

And speaking about NS, my that time go CMPB that body checkup document dunno fly where. GG-fied. Dunno how am I going to make it appear again. I am not Liu Qian.

See how ba. If really cannot find take gun point at my head also no use.

Tuesday

2009-06-02T23:32:00.004+08:00

-A tale of how Singderella transform into Queen

How~? Nice? Kinda got the feel to do a new wallpaper for my laptop(original image size is 1280x800 without the watermark). Although I'll only get to see the wallpaper for another 2 days before I left. Haiz... Why bother? Coz just got the feel...

And using the workable file of the image, I used it to create MSN display pic, and for blog usages. Ms Sim says the display picture version is nicer. Anyway~ ideas don't come easy. Sounds familiar

Watched the first 7 episodes of E.U. 學警狙擊 on youku. 23 more episodes to go. That'll probably keep me busy for my remaining 2 days. Lazy to check out what I've packed and what I've not. Lazy and unwilling.

Monday

2009-06-01T18:51:00.011+08:00

Still kinda pleased with the Project 2306 that was done. As what is said similarly by Alex Tan from Perfect Cut.

There are no bad videos, there are only poor video makers
(There are no ugly people, only poor people)

Such things require TALENT. It's just our first time making a video and it's already PROFESSIONAL standard. Haha, oh~ Sometimes I'm just so amazed of myself. Ahh~ Taihen desu. Starting to caught BHB syndrome. Nonono... The source is at KL. There's no way I will get affected. Hypnotize self...

Went K lunch with Onee-san and Jiande yesterday(Sunday). Ahh ah~ Onee-san still plans on playing bowling some day. Then realization hits and she added her suggestion with a 'someone does not have a some day already.' 1000 arrows pierced me. Rawr.

Anyway, Queen 女皇驾到, Helpless 无能为力, Half-Hearted 你没想象中爱我 and Singderella are now available in Kbox as songs under 石欣卉. Warriors who have full confidence in their singing capabilities or just seeking challenges, can try their throat at those songs. The songs are nice anyway, haha.

After singing went to Four Horse Road to pray and walk around in the newly opened shopping center. Actually was a bit indecisive where to go. Board a taxi that so just happen to unlucky stop infront of us. Was at first heading to Katong? Then drive drive drive. After a good few 10 seconds, changed. ECP. Then when the uncle was making a turn at a cross junction, changed again. Bugis. The cab was JUST about to make a turn then suddenly re-turn and continue heading straight. Luckily there was no traffic police nearby. Haha. Or we will end up not going anywhere.

Headed to The Soup Spoon at Bugis after that to eat and talk crap sing song. Stayed there for quite some time. Then went home for dinner.

From now on, gonna try and sleep LATE LATE! Not gonna waste any moment of time that I can stay conscious of.

Project completed

2009-05-30T23:53:00.005+08:00

Project 2306
Mission completed!

Wah~ The feeling is sooo good. Had so much fun doing the project. Our project may be $0 in cost. But it is definitely priceless. No amount of money can be equal to our project.

Ahaha and we added in a something 'special'. It shows a crazy side of Peiwen nvr before seen. Finished the last part with packets and packets of tibbits all over the working table. We really spent alot of heart and effort on this project eh. 鞠躬尽瘁.

We may not be a very good FRIEND, but if you're looking for AIRCONS, we are one of the best le ^^.
So many good points we see in ourselves as a fan.

Haha. Don't blame us for our self praises.
有其 IDOL 必有其 AIRCONS.
(Correction for more accuracy -pointed out by Ms Sim)
But we have yet to reach the level of smiling and being touched when we see ourselves in the mirror for whatever reasons.

Haha, we also chat about most of our Queen's speech and actions. Ended quite late due to the immense size of the file. Had dinner with Ms Mah and then head back to home.

Very tired now coz woke up today at 6am to go Four Horse Road with Peiwen and Jasmine. Pray at the Guan Yin temple. 求 amulet for NS. Most of my friends is mother bring them go. Me is with 2 little girls. Quite weird. But nevertheless thanks them for the 好心. After praying had breakfast and bought a amulet at a shop that sells 'immortals' stuffs nearby.

Reach home around 10pm. Now my eyes feels hot and are dying to close. Tired. Tomorrow going K-lunch. Rawr.

Gastrics

2009-05-29T23:39:00.003+08:00

Uneventful days leading to the countdown of enlistment.

Tomorrow morning gotta wake up SUUUUUPA early and go to temple to pray with 2 aircon ladies. After that continue on with project 2306.

Tired~ These few days thanks to some stomach/gastric/digestive problem, every night and nearing dawn, gastric juices would always be active. And makes my stomach and throat area feels like it's burning. So uncomfortable that I can't go back to sleep. Torturing...

Just now my 3rd uncle from maternal side came to visit. Wishing me luck for my NS and giving me a little token of luck. Let the adults do the talking, then watch TV. That little brat(my uncle's son) nearly destroyed my 1/144 Gundam 00 Raiser. Can only smile and entertain.

I had thought I won't be able to finish reading Ms Sim's fic before enlistment.
Proven wrong...

I had always thought Ms Chew won't update her blog in time before i enlist.
Will I be proven wrong again? I HOPE so... (’-’ )(._. )( ‘-’)( ._.)

Haruhi-ism 2/Msia tour day 2

2009-05-27T23:35:00.009+08:00

Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya SEASON 2!!!! Waited LONG enough for this. Although the show came out like last week, but going NS soon. Can't sit infront of com wait for episodes to upload.

Episode 1 screenshot: Bamboo-leaf rhapsody
Photoshopped abit

Somehow got a feeling that season 2, like season 1, will air the episodes in a messed up order. Watch until blur if nvr finish watching the entire show.

Hirano Aya's voice acting as Haruhi in the first portion of the episode was not really into character I guess. Feel that it's Aya talking instead of Haruhi. Only towards the end then the feel of Haruhi came out. But... Haruhi will not be Haruhi without Aya Hirano's voice.

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Heard Sin Huey's radio interview today. Pretty much same as yesterday. Though minor differences and some 'bonus content' in today's like life singing.

Everyday had to film more than 10 hours of drama. Attended 4 radio interviews, 1 tv programme, 1 press conference in 2 days. Tsk tsk... Take care lo~ Haha

P.S: She did not take helicopter today. Hah!

I hope the drama she filmed will be shown in Singapore, at least on MobTV... Since it's a MEDIACORP production. Hopefully will. (我爱麻署 what a name... I wonder what has marshmallow(mua ji right?) got to do with the show itself.)

Still have quite some NS provisions that I have not bought. Last weekend of freedom approaching. Please double the pay of NS by twice and I won't have so much complaints. Serious... It's a low paying job with high 'risk'. Not proportioned...

Msia tour day 1

2009-05-26T23:46:00.003+08:00

'Can I come on this show more frequently?'
"Can ah. Can~ we need someone to help us sweep the floor de."
'Oh. Tsk~'

HAHA!~

3 events. 1 TV show and 2 radio interviews for today. And 2 more radio interview for tomorrow, Xin Hui is a busy woman. Haha. Kudos to her. Rushing to places and places within a short time limit and she isn't even breathless.

Love live Milo and biscuits.

And she knows that she haven't been updating her blog. Haha.

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Out of topic:
A 40 year old looking auntie, wearing like some Jap girl in a neighbourhood 7-11. Buying a packet of condom and nothing else. No matter HOW I look at it, (intended for her son? Requested by someone to help him buy? Or self-usage) It just seems so WRONG. Don't tell me she imitating Lao Zha Bor by making condom balloons.

The 7-11 staff behind the counter was trying to look passive. With an expression torn between shock, laughter and curiosity. How I pity him. Want laugh jiu laugh ba.

Oh, the society..~ it's innovating

Unrequited love

2009-05-25T23:01:00.013+08:00

Khalil Fong
三人游

Shi Xin Hui
一人留

2 song. Same tune, different lyrics. 互相呼应. 三人游 speaks from the point of a guy whose love can't be accepted. 一人留 'answers' the guy's love in hope that he will find a better person and give up on her.

Super touching. Both of the songs. Clearly explain the situation both party is in. And when listen to both songs together one after another, is like listening to a conversation using songs via the two. The 无奈-ness. It's very sad.

In the viewpoint of the guy,
She is someone who he can't love as she already has found her other half. Watching over the girl silently is his wish. As long as the girl finds happiness, he is happy...
-
就算妳的愛　屬於他了
就算妳的手　他還牽著
我還在某處守候著　說不定這也是一種　幸福的資格
至少我們中還有人能快樂　這樣就已足夠了

In the viewpoint of the girl,
He is someone whose love for her she can't accept as she already found her soulmate. Knowing that nothing will come out of his affection for her, her wish is that he would be able to let go of his feelings. Move on and find another who would truly give him happiness.
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可惜你的爱我不能收
可惜你的手我不能握
勇敢走下一段路口会有人等候
比我更大方给你更多快乐用真心将你完成
比我更大方给你更多快乐我期盼你能快乐

三人游: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C1yAB-nVT5U
一人留: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O-fqRvQMnsE (77 seconds preview)

Lyrics: http://fantasy04.blogspot.com/2009/05/blog-post.html

Vexed

2009-05-24T22:56:00.002+08:00

Quite alot of things still haven buy for NS. Mom keep nagging, ask 'buy this le anot', 'buy that le anot'. ANNOYING!!! I also don't know what should buy and what should not ar. And damn lazy to make the trip. Including the one the some more prestigious temple to get a powerful charm. Ensure that I don't see funny things at Tekong.

Parents also need to go on the day of enlistment. Annoying again... I rather go in alone, stay inside mind my own business and make good relationship with the peeps there and come out during weekends to do my own things. 平平淡淡 pass this 2 years.

Annoying annoying annoying.

Ms Sim at first say her fanfic goin to finish. In the end 1-2 month pass le still stuck at same chapter~ Rawr. Before goin in NS no need read finish le.

Ms Chew's blog also nvr update. Future looks bleak. Sigh...

Outing

2009-05-23T23:45:00.009+08:00

This morning went to Ms Mah's house to slack. Though not supposed to be the case. But... yea lethargic... Reach her house first and alone. Originally planned to meet another lady at Cityhall 8.30am huh. But think her hamsters either give birth again she need to attend to it or she waiting for chickens to lay eggs to cook fried rice. 8.40++ then going to take MRT. If knew earlier I can wake up 1 hour later. Also earlier than her. Win~ haha!
Just say only ar. Don't angry~

Slack, watched videos, facebooked etc then left at 1pm for Cityhall. Having lunch at citylink's Newyork Newyork. Together with onee-san who joined us moments later. Ordered quite alot of food and 2 desserts. Shared them all around.

The appetizer we ordered while waiting for onee-san to arrive. Had we known that the main course we ordered would contain so much potato wedges too, we would have ordered other appetizers. Zzz...

Onee-san kept denying that she ordered this. Haha

The poor noodle that didn't get finished.

My Dessert. Look nice taste nice.

Crapped alot, secrets here secrets there. And those ladies reminded me about my inevitable caged in next month. Sian diao. Took alot of pics too. Onee-san very, VERY, VEEEERY concerned about her looks in photos. No room for pics with a SLIGHT LITTLE bit of imperfection. Must 一切完美. Must be PURRFECT until Alex Tan also will 'chua tio'.

After that walked to Esplanade. Took pictures again. (I refused to used the word 'camwhore' haha. Even tho it's the case) Enjoyed the scenery. Haha. Toured Esplanade's rooftop. I preferred Vivo's. But esplanade's one cool too. Haha. After that headed back.

Some pictures that is safe(by my logic) to upload:

Took MRT with the 'lay egg lady' and she board off at braddell. Still early after that. Did something damn stupid. Took bus from Bishan to Orchard, then bus to Tampines again, then bus home. Slept quite alot on the bus. And I knew if I head home immediately, I won't sleep. So... yea haha.

I could have just bused from Bishan to Tampines now that I think of it. Wasted time. Bus from Orchard to Tampines went thru Little India... If you know what I mean. Despite sleeping quite alot I'm still tired now. Sleeping soon. Everytime say soon soon soon in the end adds up to damn long later.

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'Bento' continuing to rot. Ms Shi XiaoJing, please clear up~

Graduated

2009-05-22T23:46:00.006+08:00

Officially graduated from poly le. Received the cert, returned the matric card. No more student discount for me. Go KFC cannot buy student meal alrdy. Unless I thick skin insist I student.

Even though I don't like my course. It's still abit 不舍得. School is always like give me a sense of belonging. Now after graduating, feel abit lost. No longer attached to anything. After NS would go into working environment le. 尔虞我诈的社会.

And also, for a lousy student like me to actually become a full fledged graduated poly student... is like abit weird. Haha.

Tomorrow waking up SUUUUUUPA early and goin to Ms Mah's house to work on our project. Codename: 2306. After that goin lunch/dinner with some friends. Now 12.17 le. Tmr wake up CFM tired. Haiz. Don't feel like sleeping yet. Just talked with a friend on MSN. Wahhh~ numb until~ haha

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P.S: Updating blog is like a 习惯. Must maintain one. A blog without regular updates is like leftover bento left to rot under the hot sun. Smelly dao~~~~ tsk tsk tsk. UPDATE AR! XiaoJing!!!

Sayonara

2009-05-18T16:55:00.009+08:00

Boring day... just removed the stitches from my gums. Finally the feeling of restriction is gone.

Went to Miss Mah's house on Saturday with Miss Sim. Woke up early~ Only had 3 hours of sleep that day. Hah. Did some 'project', crapping, and etc etc. 9am to 6pm. Woo long. Peiwen loved Jasmine's bed alot. But her room is indeed very cozy and nice~ I'm lazy to even do anything to my room.

After (If There're Seasons...), no more events already. Next stop is Msia, KL. Dunno when can see her again. H1N1 cases occuring there eh, hope wont affect her.

Goin NS soon. Won't be able to witness the launching of project 2306. Haiz. Each and everyone of us is going on our own respective paths although we are still in contact and together. Suddenly so emo. Haiz.

Imitating Fiesta... Answer

Hahaha~

New horror drama coming out soon

What a beautiful working environment.

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Went out for dinner today. Tomorrow goin back TP take cert. Otaku-noob say after 19th then can. Stupid... Actually tmr can already. Haiz. Boring

Ms Chew~~~

long

2009-05-16T02:17:00.000+08:00

4 hours on phone.

Battery from 100% >>>>> 7%

Cool

Plucked

2009-05-14T00:51:00.003+08:00

The problematic inner teeth is plucked. But damn the dentist for putting stitches that wont disappear by itself, saying the reason is the blood can't be stopped coz too much. Then next week I still need to make a trip back to remove the stitches. Waste of time...

4 injections. Damn pain. 3 to the gums around and 1 to the teeth itself. I hate sharp pains. The removal itself is painless due to the numb. But after the numbness is over... hellish. Currently my mouth is very stiff. Doing some stretching to loosen it. The stitches is making me damn uncomfortable...

The pain totally turned me off for any potential dental visit. All I tasted today was blood, blood and more blood. Hoping the removal of stitches is painless and won't bleed. I hate eating my meals coated with a layer of my own blood.

Dream

2009-05-12T09:38:00.002+08:00

Damn disappointing dream. I dreamt that I was already at the dentist, step by step getting my tooth treated. Injection, plucking whatever whatever. Painless. Was so glad that finally it's 'over'. After that, woke up. A dream, tooth still hurts. #$%^&*(

Last lap

2009-05-10T00:03:00.002+08:00

Woohoo! Final performance later (Since it's now passed midnight. 10th May alrdy)

If There're Seasons...

Last lap to finish off the entire show with a beautiful fullstop.

Ms. Chew, ganbatte kudasai neh~ 100% all out!

Toothache

2009-05-07T23:41:00.003+08:00

SEVERE case of toothache. Actually that inner tooth of mine has been giving me hell lots of problem since a long time ago. Ever since the 补牙 thing dropped off. The hole gets bigger and bigger. Not a problem, since I always use listerine after eating. But 3 days ago dunno why I bite on my food den the tooth hurts a hell lot. Den for the whole of this 3 days keep pain every now and then.

The pain is those type from the tooth spreads to the gum, den to my left face and neck. AOE pain. I think I better see a dentist. But scared later got more serious problem den need surgery that mounts up to or need injection to the gums. Seriously will die. How ar, is there any way to purposely make the tooth drop out without much pain or needing to see the dentist? I dont want later keep pain then I can enjoy this Sunday.

Now the area affected by the tooth is pain dao I don't wanna continue typing. Wanna sleep, if possble...

Daily

2009-05-04T19:20:00.002+08:00

Fed some lucky mosquitoes yesterday. But overall it has been a good day.

"The world has stopped spinning."

LOL. Quite true.

Unmei

2009-04-24T18:24:00.002+08:00

5th June

I will be going to Pulau Tekong to see ghosts! ...Well, hope not. Just pass the times that I will be there without any scary encounter please.

Suddenly feel like not alot of time left.

Training in NS is machiam like napfa test... Gan sian

Yellow Jokes

2009-04-23T20:15:00.001+08:00

A part of Zhong Yi Da Ge Da episode number 'who knows'

Dirty jokes. But funny if you understand

Hot day

2009-04-19T22:41:00.003+08:00

Tell you, hot weather can really damage a human's brain and cause you to do crazy things.

Resulting in the crazy adventure today.

Tian leng

2009-04-19T00:57:00.007+08:00

Pretty Xiao Jing and us. Me kneeling in front accepting Queen's order

天冷你就回来，别在风中徘徊

Yo minna-san~ Just came back from watching If There're Seasons... The show itself is superd. The story is very deep. And leads people to think about what they really want for life. But among the tear-jerking storyline and the serious tone, the touch of humour was adequate to balance out the mood.

"If there are seasons I would see snow, but not here..."

The part of Xiao Jing was played by Sin Huey. Her voice was very attractive. And her singing really brings out the feelings she wanted to express. And no, I'm not being biased. I'm serious. Honki desu yo!

For the storyline you can refer to my past blog entries or refer to Peiwen's blog.

"There are no seasons here, but there is always love..."

Morning met up with Peiwen, Xiaoma and James to tour Taka and shop for our little present. Originally planned to wake up at 930 prepare finish 1000 go out then reach at 1100 just nice. But guess I was waaaay too excited. 730 jiu wake up le. Den cannot go back sleep. In the end play PSP until 900. But it's not only me with this problem. So nvm. Someone I know still had to purposely miss her train so she don't reach too early. Haha.

Our little present for Xiao Jing.

Went to eat after that. Then head over to National Library. Sat there outside of the drama theatre. Watched the videos of Tian Leng and other things. Some photos taken too.

Tickets that cost a bomb each. But well spent

Kirra and a tamed horse. Owned by a colour

Colour

More photos tmr. Feeling sleepy now. Night

Seasoning

2009-04-14T22:09:00.002+08:00

Lazy to blog. Just gonna update this post so that I don't give the impression that I left this URL to rot.

Reach home around 2am after the class BBQ. So went to bed immediately. Next morning wake up no mood to blog. So nvr blog. The days following the class BBQ is basically much slacking and mahjong. Tmr going for mahjong session again. Then this sat... THIS SATURDAY! SATURDAY! IF THERE'RE SEASONS!!!!

Been anticipating the show for quite some time. The story itself seems interesting, and Xin Hui participating in the show just makes me want to watch it even more. Haha. But to those watching the show together with us, a surprise here. One of our friends got herself 'changed'. Just wait to see this saturday. BIG SURPRISE! Saw my friend today and I couldn't help but 'wow'. Haha!

Dunno how long is the show gonna be. 2.30pm is the show. I think the show would roughly take 3 hours. So after the show can walk around for a bit and go straight to dinner. Not bad of a plan.

Can remember what else I'm going to say. Feeling kinda 'uneasy' recently. Maybe is just dreading the 2 years of slavery known as NS. Cheh~

Class BBQ coming soon

2009-03-27T15:45:00.004+08:00

A class of GET c151(-2) BBQ gathering in April. Jeremy, Elic and even Yang Hao feels like bringing mahjong tiles to the venue and play. If the police allows.... I'M ALL FOR IT!

Imagine, east coast beach's rock protrustion... setting a Mahjong table at the end of the protrusion. Sea wind blowing on us. Waves hitting on the rocks creating 'waves flowers'.... so got mood you know?

But haiz... nvm. Police won't see the beautiful atmosphere in what we hoped to do. So nvm... Planned to after bbq go fren's house mahjong. See how first. According to Yang Hao maybe play pool before bbq, go bbq, den go mahjong. Or mahjong, pool, mahjong(mahjong world tour). I prefer pool though... Another suggestion is kbox after bbq. Will die...

Got excited from all the planning. Hope April faster come. (If There're Seasons...) is also in April.

Rotting

2009-03-22T15:43:00.003+08:00

Waiting for Graduation, nothing much to do at home. So rewatched Macross Frontier and some other animes.

Listened to May'n album. Her songs are... okok. Some of which I like. My favorite song would be Glorious Heart.

First heard of May'n as she was voicing the singing voice of a character Sheryl Nome in Macross Frontier. The shows itself is filled with beautiful songs(as expected from a Macross series).

Nothing much to do. Going out seems redundant too. Job? Not now... Anticipating If There're Seasons...

TP major project survey

2009-03-12T12:21:00.005+08:00

Bored eh. Let me show you... the TP major project survey that I've done~

1. This subject was enjoyable.
Strongly Disagree

2. The subject stimulates my interest in game development
Strongly Disagree

3. I learned a lot in this subject.
Strongly Disagree

4. The workload in this subject is manageable.
Disagree

5. The project was interesting.
Strongly Disagree

6. The project was challenging.
Disagree

7. What areas of the project were most difficult to you and why?
Doing a project with skills not taught at all during the 3 years of course duration

8. What is the one thing you like about MP?
Nothing

9. What is the one thing you did not like about MP?
Everything

10. I now have a good understanding of what game development is.
Strongly Disagree

11. Can you think of any specific ways in which we can improve this subject in future?
Revamp the whole subject

The fact: TP Games and Entertainment Technology was rotten to the core from the very beginning.

TP recently changed the course introduction page on their main website. From the deceiving "Besides designing, you will learn a little bit of programming" to the current "You will also be fully equipped with programming and development skills as you will learn OpenGL and DirectX graphics programming, Graphical User Interface (GUI) programming, Artificial Intelligence (AI) programming, sound and game engine integration."

Finally they decided to stop deceiving potential talented teenagers. But it's too late. 180-1 students have already had their future ruined. Thanks no less to GET.

00 Raiser

2009-03-09T21:18:00.006+08:00

Long long time nvr update. Saturday was the accumulation of all the things that kept us on steroids. Went to e-Music award to watch Xin Hui perform :D She sang 无能为力. Daaaamn nice. Haha. Really enjoyed the song. But that day was very busy. Over a duration of like 4-5 hours, my handphone battery went from 100% to 28%. Woooo...

Went post office today, LOOOONG queue. Regret not bringing my PSP. Wasted like... 1 hour there. Bought 1/144 HG Gundam 00 Raiser. Fix it today. Done :D

Gomenasai, nee-san. In the end I still bought it even when you kept telling me not to. Haha. Bet she's going to scold me for wasting money again. (I knew it)

00 Raiser, protecting the Queen!

Exterminating target...

Still going to do other things, top secret tho. lol..

00
Setsuna F. Seiei, Launching

0 Raiser, docking mode.
Gundam 00 Raiser!

Archer Arios, launching!

2009-02-28T23:12:00.004+08:00

Singaporeans are so damn funny. Just went to a certain website and saw that someone post a photo of a lady with a little toddler standing in the bus. Most of the time when you see this picture, it means that someone is complaining about how inconsiderate the commuters are. But in that photo, the person is complaining about how the lady chose to stand up instead of sit down when she has a baby around with her. Singaporeans anything also want to complain...

A little pic found on animesuki forum. It will be damn funny to those who watched Gundam 00 Season 2

Lastly, lame question:
Who is the queen/king of mahjong?
Hint: It is a shemale.

Neko

2009-02-27T00:23:00.001+08:00

A note to all:
If you happens to see a cat that resembles the one here: http://sinhuey.com/singderella/?p=46
Contact me at 98552404 or email kirrayamato@gmail.com
Thank you and may you be blessed with eternal luck

I'm sure everyone who has a treasured pet will know how sad she is feeling right now. Even I who does not own a pet can sense it. Such a cute little kitten... When humans are pitting against each other for survival in this selfish and cruel world, there still exist a soul so kind that she can give her everything to a cat. That just shows how kind the person is. Why is it so unfair that such things had to happen? Even though she pretend to be normal and showed her utmost professionalism in her work yesterday, behind that facade we can still see the evident sadness in her. Now the source of sadness is obvious.

Words are useless at this point of time. However, help will always there as we'll always be at your side. Don't say that it's fine and don't wanna trouble us. From the moment we knew of this, it has become our problem too.

Don't give up any hope yet, your true feelings will transcends over all difficulties.

Tanjobi omedetou

2009-02-22T00:30:00.003+08:00

Wooo. 22nd February! Happy birthday to Mario Choy, PCW, and.... me. HAHA! Ok, Officially 20 now. HATACHI!

Thanks to all the wishings from my friends, and also the aforementioned advance celebration, and the cheesecake. Ok, the top 3 birthday wish chart! Dozo~!

1. Wish that Xin Hui can be 'big red big purple' in her career. Local AND overseas
2. Never ending amount of money (materialistic? Heh)
3. Wish that all those who I cared for will be healthy.

Wishes nvr came true when said, but I didn't say them out. I merely typed. Hehe.

Nothing much these days.

Pretty busy these few days. 3 events need to be consolidated.

1. Campus Superstar on 23rd Feb
2. Five Stars show on 25th Feb
3. e-Music award on 7th Mar

Five stars and e-music latest need to confirm by tomorrow. Visit XinHui official website for more details~!

Curse of the Encyclopedia

2009-02-19T11:21:00.002+08:00

Sometimes feng shui is so accurate that you DON'T want to believe also cannot...

Yesterday went to Jeremy's house to play Mahjong. 3 rounds of mahjong. around 8 hours ba. In this 3 rounds, who ever sit at this particular position, will lose money. Reason is right behind the seat, on the shelves lays a HUGE stack of Encyclopedias. 百科全‘输’. Lose until you left nothing.

I was allocated there during the 2nd round. Lost a huge sum of money at first. But somehow luck came and minimize my loss. In total, still won quite abit of money.

New psp game soon to enter my psp. Cure my boredom -.-

One down

2009-02-16T16:42:00.005+08:00

Went out for K lunch session with some of my SHFC mates. Halfway through I was 'conned' down to help onee-san carry 'something' up to Kbox. But she was already planning something while I was away. So when I went back to the room, I was greeted by a very pleasant surprise. Haha, big thanks to everyone. A wonderful be-earlied bday. Even someone as intelligent as me couldn't guess it coming :D Kidding. Arigatou minna!

After that went to buy tickets for 'If There're Seasons...' Spent quite alot of fortune there. But is still managed to settle one event. Now left 'Campus Superstar' on 23 Feb.

Rantings

2009-02-13T00:30:00.004+08:00

Bumpy road for the snakes this year... Can't help but believe. What's with all these problems that's being dumped onto me now? School stuffs... Unpredictable future... Personal actions... Human relations...

Tomorrow is project presentation. I am still very not happy that why do I have to present a project that is not even moderately regarded by the GET management. Was it becoz of face? That we have to present to the juniors of the things you have taught us thruout our 3 years? Screw that. The project itself has totally no relevance to what we've been taught. We learned it all on ourselves during the project duration.

Furthermore, 4 hours in a shitty lab which air con has not even been fixed properly. What the hell? You call that highly efficient entertainment station or whatever crap? Get your basic equipment fixed first you dumbasses.

I have no obligations to do a nice presentation tomorrow. Grades are fixed, course manager is crap, the whole project is a seriously screwed up piece of shit.

Was it because I couldn't stand misunderstanding, or I couldn't stand YOU misunderstanding me. Who knows... If there's anyone to blame, it would be me.

If There're Seasons...

2009-02-08T20:42:00.004+08:00

The winter of death numbs a lover's pain,
The autumn of dreams lies awake in vain,
The summer of life sings its passing song,
And spring comes again... With courage to hope, and go on.

"If there are seasons I would see snow, but not here..."

After the demise of his girlfriend Xiao Jing, A-Le packs up to pursue his musical ambitions in New York. There he mets the easy-going A-Qiang, a fellow dream hunter from Singapore, who gets him a job at a restaurant. On a particular takeout delivery, an aspiring actress named Rose enters A-Le's life. Soon a bittersweet friendship of battered dreams and bruised hearts is born between them. But with each passing day, Rose begins to feel a little more for A-Le. Unknown to them however, the future is about to change their lives and friendship forever.

"There are no seasons here, but there is always love..."
Synopsis from If There're Seasons brochure

Introducing Shi Xin Hui, recording artiste and first runner-up of Project Superstar in her spectacular theatrical debut! With such an incredible cast of talents, expect nothing less than an entertaining and heart warming treat!

For more details refer to: http://sinhueyfanclub.6.forumer.com/viewtopic.php?p=15883

If there're seasons... blog Xin Hui looks very pretty as a 'ghost' too~ Haha

Double pwnage from TP and Starhub

2009-02-08T19:45:00.002+08:00

Friday... attended the suuuuuper boring final year briefing. Damn lame. Felt like falling asleep. Me and my friends was joking about things and not really paying attention to the crap. Occasionally browsing through the booklet from Xin Hui's 女皇 album. I had the album in my bag. The album is my lucky charm. Got damn lucky at Mahjong later that day. But that's not the main point, nvm.

Halfway thru the briefing, my major project lecturer tells me that there will be a project presentation this friday to the juniors and freshmen. I was like WTH?! The day the project is over, I deleted my project and the software immediately. I CAN'T WAIT TO GET AWAY FROM THAT DAMN PROJECT. Now they want us to present a project that they don't even have much expectations on it? Screw that. I'm very sure this is the idea of 'King of Liars'.

I don't care even if I screw up the presentation. I'm just gonna wear casual, go to school, play the lousy game and maybe say some crap.

Next day. Phone bill came... Biggest screw for this year.

I was VEEERY certainly sure that I signed up for a STUDENT plan... Which grants me FREE UNLIMITED sms and mms. Then I saw the bill...

1098 sms: $69
500 free sms: -$29

In the end I had to pay the $30 more. WTH? Imagine my sian-ness...

End of campus tour

2009-02-05T23:55:00.003+08:00

Today marks the end the campus concert tour by Xin Hui and Huang Jing Lun. Has been a fun week. Wednesday and today yes very. Xin Hui's singing just keeps getting better and better, with today being as good as CD quality + with more emotion. Especially the song 'Wu Neng Wei Li'. Was very touching~ Enjoyed the whole process tonite. 3 days straight of concert to attend.

The good times came to a halt. Now am able to take a short breather and prepare for the next event again. BUT, I still can't really rest now. Tomorrow have to go school for a crappy briefing. And I have activities at night right to daybreak. Haiz... agreed to it too soon... now regret...

Tomorrow I have to be extremely careful. Because a tired person often makes mistakes. I may end up 'zha hu' tomorrow(false win) and have to pay everyone $3.20. Mai la...

Very very very sleepy.

Hui Chu Jing Cai - TP edition

2009-02-04T01:02:00.004+08:00

TP management for the campus concert is seriously... screwed up...

-Bad attitude
-Bad communication among the management team members
-Misunderstanding in situation
-Poor way of handling stuffs
-Tactless way in dealing with people

All these has been done in a 3 hour duration, all by TP's management team. Kudos... That really MADE(made, ma-de, ma(1) de(5), 妈的) my day.

I shall not go into more details. Lest ppl complain I have no 'school pride'. I really don't have... I think if you asked some of my idiotic bunch of frens. Also don't have de. (Jeremy... today... very good ar? Trick me... stupid bastard~)

The event itself. 3 songs each and a duet.

-Nv Huang Jia Dao
-Singderella
-Wu Neng Wei Li
-Duet: Yi Yan Shun Jian (unexpected surprise)

Overall the performance was good. Wu Neng Wei Li, after concentrating on listening to it, really got touched dao. Nv Huang was quite powerful too. Yi Yan Shun Jian was... mix mix lol. The delivery of the song was nice. Touching, powerful, mesmerizing. But funny conversations at the start of the song and some funny acts in the middle kinda... bring us back from the sensational feel, and laughed. After that brought back to the sensational feel again. Haha.

Hectic week

2009-02-03T10:09:00.002+08:00

TP is so 'efficient'. I thought I might update my SIP when I'm free after my SIP ended on friday. But then, the moment Saturday ended, the eSIP thingy closed. So my last week of journal was left blank and I was unable to update it. Cool~ If that doesn't affect my grade, bullshit will rule over Singapore.

Another funny thing. GET students have to write their own testimonial... So we have to pretend we are the lecturers, writing a testimonial for student A, when in actual fact we are the student A. Crappy... In a course as messed up as GET that's run by our disgusting Course Manager, what achievements do we really have? It's as good as writing nothing for our testimonial. And I still have my 1000 post-SIP report to write...

There will be a 'last' GET seniors meeting on Friday(Oh how I so WISHED that the last word is genuine... Words from them can't really be trusted) So we have to meet with our disgusting little course manager again. So 'excited'! Wonder what bullshit will he create this time~ :) 'king of liars...' 'daring guy...' see lor

Today is also the campus concert event at TP. I am still waiting response from... Faint. Now I'm like ants on hot wok. Don't screw me up lar. NTU and SP de concert also...

End

2009-01-29T21:02:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow is the last day of my attachment. Finally! It's been 3 months and 3 weeks. Although it feels like it's just a yesterday thing. Life has been pretty hectic for the duration during attachment. But in the end, all is manageable.

Tomorrow gonna go out with the rest of my intern frens -1 to go and celebrate with a buffet dinner.

But kinda worried now because I suspect I'm having a serious tooth problem. A tooth in my left jaw section hurts like crap. And the pain extends to my neck area which aches. The pain is making me kinda lightheaded now. But a visit to the dentist would probably cost a bomb... and should be damn painful... what to do...

It's hurting 24/7... god dammit. Hope when I wake up tomorrow everything will be OK again.

Next week gonna be busy on the 3rd 4th and 5th. Events! Anyone interested to attend?

New year was pretty boring with the shops closed. Went relatives house to bai nian. I was kinda sian until they mentioned Mahjong. But then nvr play with money. Bah! I keep winning. If got play money they beg mercy already.

Vienna tomorrow!

Helpless

2009-01-26T01:10:00.000+08:00

Almost cried when watching this. Very sad MV. But it's beautiful, emotional... TOOOO good. Mind blasting~ It's blasting in my mind~!

Standing at attention

2009-01-25T01:10:00.001+08:00

Our Queen, Shi Xin Hui will be performing in campus concerts at the following date and venue.

2月3日
校園演唱會 (第一場)
YES93.3/淡馬錫理工學院 (Temasek Polytechnic: Convention Centre)
時間：19.00

2月4日
校園演唱會 (第二場)
YES93.3/南洋理工大學 (Nanyang Technological University: Lee Kong Chian LT)
時間：19.00

2月5日
校園演唱會 (第三場)
YES93.3/新加坡理工學院 (Singapore Polytechnic: Auditorium)
時間：19.00

Please email sing_fc@yahoo.com with the dates that you will be attending and the number of tickets you need, name and contact number. LATEST BY 27/01/09 (Tue)

Sickly high

2009-01-18T20:41:00.003+08:00

Even though I'm done with heavy flu, headache and trembling cold, I MUST say that Xin Hui's autograph session on the 16th was fantastic. Mind blasting! Enjoyed the whole process that day(Pro event/post event). Though I admit I kinda stuck on the speech part. Grrr. KILL ME!

Then after that something caught my off-guard. Which makes all the hard work all worth it. Haha.

Hyperventilating from the Queen's radiance on the stage. Kneeling down infront of her as the guardians, us - her supporters.

Flowing with the mesmerizing melodies, our loyalties unwavered

Saw Xin Hui's 'Queen' advertisement on SCV channel 54. Haha, cool~

Gastrics

2009-01-16T09:50:00.001+08:00

Wanted to cook instant noodle to eat before taking my medicine. Then found that there's cockroach shit in the pot. Total turn off.

Between conscience and desire

2009-01-10T01:11:00.004+08:00

Recovered slightly from my headache... Just received a SMS saying that I've won the tickets to Derrick Hoh's 'Party of D year' party at ST James station at 10th jan 4pm(Xin Hui will be performing there). But on the same day, 8pm, Xin Hui will also be performing at Mediacorp. And I rather not be late for Mediacorp(meeting at 6.30pm or earlier)

One, the desire to see Xin Hui perform at ST james

Two, the conscience... I don't want to abandon my friends and go to enjoy alone. If I do that, I would really feel like a bastard. In which I can only pick one friend to go with me.

In the end I decided. I rather be a man of responsibility and 'yi qi' than to be someone who only knows how to make himself happy. The 2 tickets to Xin Hui's event at ST James....................................... FORGET~! I pretend I nvr win. "Be a man~"

Sorry to those who participated in the contest and wanted to win but didn't. Sorry that I eliminated the very last bit of your winning chances. Don't come and whack me. Also very regret not to be able to see Xin Hui perform.

If you guys were in my shoes. What would you have chosen?

Daredevil

2009-01-04T00:13:00.003+08:00

"Who is this daring guy?"

'Kirra at mikoishi'

Not happy ar? Come lar~ I not scared of one 'king of liars' who the whole world hates.

This is my personal space. Whatever you think and say is bullshit in my eyes. Want me to remove the entry of telling the whole world how sucky my course manager(you?) is. Dream on + fat hope.

Other course one project one attachment and you bloody want us to go back do another project after our attachment? Go to hell. Ignorant old crap.

Happy New Year

2009-01-01T10:54:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year. Just woke up not long ago... Went to Marina Bay to countdown yesterday. Mikoishi decided to release us at around 3.30pm lol. Well they SHOULD have released us earlier as we finished all our task at 12noon. Then was playing Viwawa Wahjong the whole time after coming back from lunch break.

Slack around PS and then head over to dinner with some of my classmates and then head over to Singapore Flyer for countdown. And no, we didn't take the thing. Coz I don't want to go up den cannot come down no I don't. So we chill out at popeyes and then find an open place to sit down and wait for fireworks. Pretty crowded there. Playing dai dee. Went home after that.

Took mrt to Kovan. But no more bus service already. So took a cab even tho my house is like... 3 stops away cause I'm damn tired to walk.

And some ridiculous thing happened in the mrt station. There's a pile of shit at the foot of the escalator and it's damnnnnn smelly, NEARLY stepped on it.

"I am sooo..!" *smells*
"Did I just step on shit or something?" (Luckily I didn't)
"Come come. Shit and go... gogogo!"

New Year resolution:
Don't have... Just be a better person I guess

Stuffs

2008-12-30T00:15:00.003+08:00

Alot of things to be done within these few days. Just like Peiwen says, "must enjoy the process". Since the tasks are given to me, I will complete it flawlessly. Not for anyone's sake(ok... it's for my favorite singer, Xin Hui) but more importantly... my promises and the honour. (Sounds so drama...) Nvm...

To call it simply, I'm a half blooded perfectionist. There are times in order to lessen the workload and to complete all task within deadline when there is not enuff time or too tired, I will cut some slack. Ending product might not be that good, but important thing is that it is working perfectly. Else I will be so scrutinizing that one pixel off the mark and it will need a 're-do'.

This work hope it won't be too tiring. Working for 3 days only before new year.

Met with Onee-san just now. She gave me a black blazer on Saturday. Love it alot. Had dinner with her and chat on stuffs and etc. Took a picture for 'official' purposes. Posted it in the nav bar(click to enlarge).

Note: I'm not trying to cosplay Yagami Light from DeathNote(Due to clothings)

C902

2008-12-28T16:53:00.004+08:00

Suddenly had the urge to upgrade my handphone. And just nice an advertisement for sony ericsson c905 shows up. But I'm not getting that even though it's 8.1 megapixel. It's too GOD DAMN expensive.

Instead I trade in my k800 and paid around $250 for a slim and stylish Sony Ericsson C902. It's really very slim and the button doesn't look weird like k810 series. Luscious Red colour.

This baby has a 5 megapixel camera and touch screen controls. The inbuilt camera has just the function of a digital camera.

Phone number still remains the same. :D

'Queen' secured

2008-12-27T00:25:00.003+08:00

Finally!!!! Target secured!

The time is nigh,
Our mood are high.
Slot the disc in,
Let the music run free.

Tonite is a busy night for SHFC Hospital. 30 minutes ago there was an unusual death cases reported from the management of the hospital. A girl had apparently suffered from body system failure after getting her hands on Sing Shi Xin Hui's latest album

Deceased: Sim Pei Wen, aged 16, was at HMV Citylink when counter staffs found her to have breathing difficulties after paying for the album. Several attempts to rescue her failed and she was found dead after 1 minute.

Another similar cases had also occured during the same time at the same location.

Jasmine, aged 16, suffered from Hysteria after purchasing the album and medics had to inject depressant in order to calm her down and stop her from laughing.

The much awaited album of Sing Shi Xin Hui proved to be a great album that is worth the wait and the 11 tracks inside are all writen by Xin Hui herself. Power, emotional, and full of impact. It's no wonder people will be charmed by the beautiful melodies.

This is reporter-cum-patient Kirra reporting from HMV Citylink.

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Went out around 11am to my nearest CD-rama. No stock yet. Sian diao 1/2... In the end went home and sit down on my computer chair sulking. Time ticks damn slowly.

In the end met up with some of my friends and head over to HMV Citylink. I reached there first and began to listen to the songs. Heh, bought 2 copies of the album. In the end we bought a total of 10 albums in total thus immediately clearing the stock of HMV Citylink. Laughed hard at the staff's reaction.

Staff A: "Omg... Go and check got more stock of 'Queen' anot."
Staff B: "Why?"
Staff A: "There you see~" *points to the 10 albums on the counter*
Staff B: *Come back* "Left 1 only leh*
Staff A: "They(HMV staffs) should have import more stock sia..."

After that we were like opening up the album and browsing thru the content while walking along the crowded citylink. Not caring of passerbys. Had our dinner at lao pasat and then went home. Immersing myself in the songs. Damn piece of net. Died on me for a long time and I couldn't get myself to sign online.

Christmas Eve

2008-12-25T22:18:00.005+08:00

May'n - Diamond Crevasse 'live'

Christmas eve sucks with the rain, heavy crowd and stupid police's shouting all over the place. It's so crowded that entering Ngee Ann city takes ages. Eventually we gave up and we resupply at 7-eleven instead for our Kbox adventures.

Reach home around 730am this morning. (I left house at 730am the previous day too. Heh). Slept at 8 and woke up at 12.

I CAN'T SLEEP NOW! TOMORROW IS 26th DEC!!!

ARRIVAL OF THE 'QUEEN'!

Queen's arriving

2008-12-24T00:14:00.005+08:00

Officially countdown 2 more days to the release of Xin Hui's personally album <女皇> "Queen"

Do visit www.sinhuey.com to catch the preview of her main hit '女皇'.

Credits: Sinhuey.com

The new layout of forum and website and the very nice little preview of the song makes me couldn't wait for the 26th. FASTER!!!

In a nutshell......

Due to yesterday having OT all the way to 1.20am, today I'm dead blur. Forgetting to take my earpiece again and even taking the wrong bus home! All the way when the bus reaches the interchange then I realise my mistake...

Man... Tomorrow hope BFT don't OT. I at night going for overnight kbox. Very late now. Sleeping. Bye bye all.

HELLO! I'm PEIWEN. LOL! thank me for editing your post. {remove} :D

Blurred?

2008-12-19T21:57:00.002+08:00

Felt very muddleheaded these 2 days

First is yesterday before knocking off work. Interns were to send daily journals to our supervisor. Then I send the email forgot to attach my journal so need resent again. Today left office forgot to turn off PC. Then after that reach mrt station then forgot that I left my earpiece on my working desk. Then need climb the 9 storey staircase back to office to retrieve it.

Bloody bad day. Tomorrow if there's nothing crop out, will be out early in the morning for some meeting with outside frens. Important.

Diamond Crevasse

2008-12-18T21:57:00.003+08:00

Changed song to 'Diamond Crevasse' also by May'n

This week has been very busy >.< Now slacking and taking time to watch Macross Frontier and reading Skip Beat manga. Got addicted by the series lol, thanks to my fren. After Skip Beat, now she's trying to drag me to Gaia lol. Haha. See how first.
*Not complaining*

And some ingenious peep lied to me that she failed her N levels. Make me shocked for a second. What a kind little 'sister' I have... Stupid Peiwen lol. Gratz lar~ N lvl pass you better make sure your O level also pass lol.
*Am complaining*

Oh a side note, Sin Huey left a message on the fanclub forum. From the looks of it, her 2nd personal album is releasing soon~ :D So sudden and shock. Lol, if it's out tomorrow and someone tell me the info before lunch time, I will chiong to cd shop during my lunch. Lol. Hope the a/s can come soon also.

New look

2008-12-16T22:08:00.004+08:00

Changed blogskin. Thanks a lot my ex-colleague who helped me and her sis(links in credits) for making the skin.

Dou? I personally like the skin a lot. Totemo totemo suki desu :D *Goes around and shows off* Haha.

Haiz. Very tired today. Chiong testplan during work. Last 4 working days doing testplan. Then very soon will have new version. Testplan again le. AhhhH~ Very long nvr meet out with FC mates. Faster ar~

Oh, any day also can. Except christmas eve and christmas. Going for overnight Kbox session with some of my classmates and friend. So christmas that day need to sleep. Lol

Oh, yes yes. The song on my blog if anyone is interested, from the anime 'Macross Frontier'. And nope... I didn't watch that anime... Lol.. I just heard the song and like it alot.

Northern Cross
by May'N

She came to Singapore to perform during the AFA'08. So I think most Singapore anime lovers will know her? I guess...

Cosfest EOY

2008-12-13T21:48:00.012+08:00

Has been going around reading blogs and telling others to update. But I didn't update my own for quite some time. Guess Life has been pretty common. Going to work, enjoying my work(so far), joking around with frens and then reach home, read blogs/msn, sleep, rinse, repeat process. But then work can be pretty scary... I dreamed of a nightmare a few days ago in which I got raved at for not doing my checklist properly. I must be turning crazy.

Well, today's post contains mostly picture tho. Coz I went to End of Year cosfest today at Expo. Tho the theme is retro, most of the cosplayers still cosplay characters from recent anime. The whole event starts from 10am and ends at around 6-7pm. Bumped into some friends and classmates from GET, my poly course, too.

There are still many quality cosplayers around. Although I didn't manage to take the photos of some of them. Here goes:

Photos are all taken by Sony Ericsson handset: K800I

Zack and Aerith from FF:Crisis core

Baby Nel from Bleach

Fine ladies from the Dynasty Warriors game(Termed as Manslaughter game by my fren)

Konata from the anime series Lucky Star Aimai 3 senchi...

Naruto team 7

Bleach characters

Gundam 00 meisters in undercover

Past Nnoitra

Ma Chao from Dynasty Warriors

Reached the event venue at around 1pm, taken the same train as Gay Sheng although I didn't knew it. Walk around taking pictures, enjoy the fantastic performances(The performance put up by the team category of Naruto was fabulous) and after that head over to Tampines Century to had my dinner. Went home after that. Had my eyes glued on the new SE cybershot handphone. C905. But then entering NS in around half a year's time. So... haiz... Wait 2 years later then buy a better one ba.

P/S: Will be changing a new blogskin soon. With help from my friend and her sis. Otanoshimi ni(Looking forward to it) =D

Signing off:
Kirra

Time buster

2008-12-06T19:32:00.002+08:00

Feeling bored on a homed saturday. So I surfed the net and found the box art of the coming up Gundam 00 model kit. GN-0000+GNR010-0 "Gundam 00 Raiser"

And using my mediocre fireworks/photoshop skills, turned it into...

Off day on Monday. Long weekend~

Signing off:
Kirra

Gathering

2008-12-05T23:37:00.002+08:00

Wow... the first wound from the intern medic who drew my blood yesterday is now blue-blackish. How great. Even though the 2nd doctor poke and poke and twist the needle here and there, the wound doesn't hurt at all ever since the blood test finish. The one with the blue black, still kinda stings now. Good good... Jolly good heck of an intern medic

This week's work was quite manageable. Went mahjong after yesterday's Medical checkup which end at 4. Lost some money, which is like a sneeze to me *cough cough*

Went to have a GET small gathering today. Long time never see some of the people there. Had quite a fulfilling dinner and crap on alot of things. lol. Stingray, satay, carrot cake, bbq chicken wings, fried prawn noodle. Yum~ lol, it wasn't expensive either.

Maybe it's because I received my cheque today that's why things seems to be cheaper than they used to be xP

Signing off:
Kirra

Medical

2008-12-04T22:04:00.002+08:00

Today's NS medical checkup was damned. First issue is with the XRAY 'guy'. As we're waiting for our turn to get our lungs XRAYed, we was debating how come a lady was incharge of this kind of NS check up. Then when the door opened... IT WAS A 100% MALE! But his dressup, voice, hairstyle. Omg is lady-ish de lorz, ohhh~ don't touch me~ -.-

Then was the blood test. Went in, the doctor was quick, and he withdrew two full tubes of blood. Tho he is a newbie. That wound hurts until now. Which is like 8 hours after the blood test.

Then I proceed with the medical. The guy at the 2nd last counter as me go blood test station again. Nvr say why. Then I go, the doctor says need draw blood again. WTF? He ask me got eat anot. I say dont have. Nvm, then I kena drew again. That asshole doctor poke the needle in alrdy then say poke wrong, didn't kena the veins. He withdrew the needle, repoke. Still didn kena. REPOKE AGAIN. WTF? Then he twist around with the needle still stuck in my arm. I feel like whacking the guy already. Den he withdrew. 4 tubes full of blood disappeared today. Then the doctor say becoz you eat, must test the blood sugar level again. Kao... I thot I said I didn't had my breakfast?!?!?!

Then I report back to the latest station. Both arms kena 'stunned'. Then when I reach the counter give the form back to the guy. He asked me why I kena draw 2 times blood... Hey bloody pundeh... I really feel like smacking that idiot. Now I know why they made us do the service evaluation form RIGHT AT THE START of the whole medical checkup. Coz they know their own staffs are a bunch of screw ups.

Signing off:
Kirra

Skip Beat!

2008-12-01T21:30:00.005+08:00

Plot

The story of Skip-Beat! is about Kyoko Mogami, a wistful yet cheery sixteen year-old girl who loves her childhood friend, Shotaro, but is cruelly betrayed and thus seeks revenge against him. She used to spend a lot of time at Shotaro's parents' inn and learned a lot about housekeeping, hostelry, and other stereotypically correct feminine jobs (sewing, cooking, serving tea traditionally, etc.). Shotaro, not wishing to take over his parents' inn, becomes bored of living in Kyoto and decides to move to Tokyo to pursue a career in music.

Sho, as he is called by his fans, asks Kyoko to leave high school in Kyoto Prefecture and her life behind to help him. Upon arrival in Tokyo, Kyoko lives an unreasonably frugal life, spending nothing on herself and doing whatever she can for Sho, who is ranked seventh in the top twenty most popular entertainers of Japan. It appears that Shotaro never helps with the cost of food, apartment, or necessary products. However, one day as she brings him his lunch at a company building, she overhears Sho complaining about her to his manager, saying that she is a boring and plain girl that he'd like to be rid of, proceeding to sweet-talk and flirt with his manager, whereas he hadn't even put his arm around Kyoko in her life. Unlike other heroines in the same situation, Kyoko doesn't shed many tears when she learns that Sho thinks she's only good for housekeeping.

Instead, her "Pandora's box" opens and she vows vengeance on Shotaro. Enraged, Kyoko attempts to attack Sho, but is instantly carried off by security. Sho mockingly tells her that if she wants revenge, she had better become a bigger star than him. And so Kyoko, vowing revenge, changed her appearance and started to enter the entertainment business. Little did she know that her journey will not go as smooth as she thought. Skip Beat follows Kyoko's journey to climb the showbiz ladder as she meets interesting people along the way, all in the hopes of revenge and finding herself in the end.

Credits: Wikipedia

A very nice anime that I've watched over the weekend. Funny! Haha. I hope the next episode can come out soon.

Went out on Saturday with a fren. Besides that nothing else.

A very nice sentimental song from Y2J A.K.A 神木與瞳
Song title: 草戒指 (Grass Ring)

Signing off:
Kirra

Sick

2008-11-27T09:02:00.001+08:00

Currently in office now. Down with a flu. This terrible kimochi... I can't even sleep well at night with constant coughing and breathing difficulties. Vomitted 3 times yesterday night and there goes my dinner. With only 4 hours of sleep.... This is the worst... I hope the work later isn't too 'fierce'. Or I'll shinneh.

Signing off:
Kirra

AFA' 08

2008-11-23T23:35:00.005+08:00

How I wished I have the VR gloves that Tsuna is using in 'Katekyo hitman Reborn!'. Then my hands will not feel cold when I'm working. I think air-con in Mikoishi is like free-of-charge. Most of the time it's blasting so hard that I'm freezing, well, my hands that is. It seems that my hand, from the wrist up to the tip of my fingers, is the part of my body that is most sensitive to temperature. Most of the time they are easily 'frozen' even though it might not be THAT cold to my other parts of body. Can't even type properly in office because of that...

Thursday and Friday was kinda suay. Keep having blackout scenarios during work. Especially on Friday. I was doing my work on a document:

Do do do do *bzzt* -fade out-
......
*jaw drop
:O

I HAVEN'T SAVE MY FILE!!!!

Luckily got auto-save feature. If not I'm so 'owari da'. That taught me, every now and then, SAVE YR WORK!

Went to AFA 08 today, it was indeed a big event. I saw alot of Reborn! cosplays :D Characters like Mukuro Rokudo, Chrome, Tsuna, Squalo, XANXUS, etc etc. Wahahha~ Nice de la. No one cosplayed Reborn. That big headed 1 year old mafia. Sad case.

If you guys can see, the 2 figurings of Reborn and Lambo from the anime. Lighting kinda sucks... and my camera phone went cock up recently. So, bad photos for the rest. Wasted... Eric said he say PETER CHOY in AFA today. Is like &#*%@^&%#. The course coordinator which most of us hated, was there? But after searching the whole place we couldn't find him. Even resorting to tactics such as someone go point A, I take point B. Meet at point alpha after 300 seconds. No use... Haiz, wanted to see how out of place he would look at AFA. But sadly, can't had a laugh.

Now since I'm working, got funds to participate in cosplay. But can't think of what to cosplay... headache...

Went to Cash Studio for a singing session after AFA, den had dinner and went home. So fast tomorrow would be week 6. Finished 1/3 of our whole internship le. Sayonara to the NYP interns. Had a lot of fun talking during the past few weeks. Good luck to their FYP, and that I've finished mine. Hoho! Sadness to one of my 'in charge' since she can't poke fun anymore. Haha.

Signing off:
Kirra

ODX versus NZI

2008-11-17T09:40:00.002+08:00

Very much want to love you

2008-11-15T23:03:00.002+08:00

Went out with Beer and Jiande today. Keep yawn and yawn, yesterday had a rather 'bad' day at work. Like nothing went according to how I wished. Maybe Thursday said wrong things during a chat session and infuriated the 'good brothers'. Suay until lao sai.

Met up for a dinner session and chat. Talked about a lot of things, then kena some comments. Time to change in one way or another.

Not going out tomorrow, and Monday goin back to work. Hope things will go smooth this time. So fast week 5 already, and 2 intern friends will be leaving Mikoishi. Sad de la.

Suddenly had an urge to listen to this song:
太想爱你 - 张信哲

Hear it a few times on TV, radio only. Can't explain why also. But the nice melody and voice ease my irritated-ness.

Signing off:
Kirra

Week 4

2008-11-12T22:35:00.003+08:00

3 and a half weeks into working at Mikoishi. Time passes so fast. At least working is much much more fun than staying in TP. Got kinda attached to the place. Wonder how it would be like on our last day of work. And main thing is... dunno after SIP that 2 months before graduation. Need go BACK TP do crap again or not?!?!?!?! Peter Choy better don't try to be funny...

There's nothing worth mentioning these few weeks. Devote my time in work. Though social life MIGHT get busy these few weeks? Xiaoma finished her Os, and one clown de bday falls on 22nd Nov. And also Evon de bday on 18th. Maybe Sin Huey's album also releasing soon? Hope so...

A countdown in my heart, begins now

Signing off:
Kirra

If there're seasons...

2008-11-05T22:14:00.003+08:00

Big news~ Finally there's info about Sin Huey. Even though it's not really regarding about her upcoming album(which the magazine says probably nov30 - Jan 2009), it's still a good news. We can see Sin Huey on stage doing something unique. A well known musical know as "If there're seasons..." AKA 'Weather Cold then go home'. She will be acting as one of the main character, Xiao Jing.

Although it's next year April... I HOPE I'M NOT ENLISTED BEFORE THEN~

Today's work was quite easy... most of the day youtubing and chatting with friends. Had quite a fun day. Then after work went to scan my bank account book. Suddenly had a huge jump in $$$. WOOHOOO~

Signing off:
Kirra

Overtime day, pay day

2008-11-04T23:14:00.002+08:00

Worked overtime today, very tired. Office also very little people, sian sian de. Worked until 9pm. Testing the game installer.

My seat got relocated. Now my new PC is daaaaamn power. Haha, use until very shuang. But then the new seat no drawer, abit squeezy also. But my monitor won't face the bosses who are having meeting. So can be more relax. And today is also the most anticipated pay day~! Cash cheque. Threw it into the cheque deposit box of OCBC le. Hope the money can be banked into my account without any problem. Hoho, suddenly felt richer.

Gonna sleep soon, tmr still got work.

Signing off:
Kirra

Wonderful TP

2008-11-03T21:32:00.003+08:00

MP:
15 weeks. 2 full weeks passed and the lecturers still haven finalize their projects. Bunch of people still goes to lab everyday for attendance sake. And when they reach there, sit down chat, play Viwawa, wait for 5pm and go home.

SIP:
The lecturers play mia. joshua liew. My supervisor in mikoishi is saying why she email Joshua until now he still haven reply her. Sheng Wei and 2 other classmates worked in Mikoishi for like 4 months already. Joshua never knew about their progress.

心若倦了, 泪也乾了
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.
.
回忆~过去
痛苦的近入 G.E.T
为何到现在, 我还不退出
我~们~早~已~被耍...
去年的我应该明了
TP SUCKS, VERY SUCKS~

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What a wonderful school~ (music note)

Signing off:
Kirra

Mixed suit and Pure suit

2008-11-01T21:07:00.005+08:00

Went to Jeremy's house for Mahjong again. First round was kinda lucky for me. Pure suit and mixed suit here and there(清一色, 半色). All the way using 'wan' characters for the hand.

我爱万字
字子爱我
对我来说
清一色算什么

Won about $11+. But then 2nd round got one $(^#&$#. Lucky like f**k. Self draw self draw self draw. Then all 3 of us lose money to him. In the end, with the first round, I only won $8. I know I shouldn't complain when I won, compared to lor mee and elic who lost like nobody's business. But that fellow is lucky until dunno how to say. Very yaya also. Grr.

Took LRT to Sengkang, which led to a funny event. As west loop is only a one way journey, everytime the LRT reach Sengkang there will be lots of ppl wanting to get onboard. Then alot of people wanting to alight also. Those idiots who wanted to board very eagerly clogged the exit of the train, making alighting a pain in the ass. But eventually somehow, no one was able to get aboard and those alighting was taking a very long time coz other ppl are blocking the way. When it's finally time for people to board, the door closed. The LRT left with practically a few people inside with many idiots outside kao beh-ing. But whose fault was it? Serves them right for being so selfish in the first place.

Ate dinner at Compass point then headed home. I think there's something funny with my PSP. Dunno what is wrong with it. Sometimes when listening to songs, the PSP will cock up. The music will keep jerking. Need to stop the music then press play again to solve the problem. Mafan... Hope it doesn't break down...

Signing off:
Kirra

Warcry

2008-10-31T23:24:00.002+08:00

Yellow sky at above... (黄天在上)
Protect me so that in tomorrow's Mahjong battle I can survive and return gloriously. For the sake of the big han dynasty. Please grant me with the wits of Zhuge Liang, strength of Lu Bu, and the craftiness of Cao Cao.
Want qing yi se get qing yi se, want zi mo get zi mo. HUAT AR~

Actually these few days my luck is like rock bottom. As a game tester, I'm testing the game with a fellow colleague of mine. Who claims that her luck is not as good. And I got owned by her. Now in Mikoishi I think the most suay one jiu shi me.

2 weeks has passed. So far so good. Work has been quite manageable for me. Not too boring either. Kinda fun.

Very tired recently. Still waiting for Sin Huey's 2nd personal album. Zutto zutto... Just now on the MRT home, was recalling events happened in the past. Everyone hanging together cheering together. That was fun... Hope that there will be a chance to experience it soon.

Signing off:
Kirra

C:\

2008-10-29T21:07:00.004+08:00

Monday was... ahem-Depavali. So there was no need to go to office. And Tuesday and today not so much work to do. Kinda free.

Envy the people in school. Whole of last week nothing to do coz project not finalized. KUDOS TO TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC~! WHERE LAST MINUTE WORK IS NOT A SHAMEFUL ACT! And heard that Jia Tong had played his first ever Mahjong game on Viwawa. The way he play has been 'kua da' by Jeremy. Damn funny. Can hu he dont hu, he throw away that tile.

And first time in my life I heard of someone who DUNNO where is C drive in her computer. At first I thot that she want to know the hardware, where is it located in her CPU. In the end is ask me how to access the folder from computer. WOW~ Haha. Totally crack down. I'm still laughing now. Haha. That's why this blog entry I've also categorized it as 'Wacky things'. She read this le sure will angry tho. Haha.

Picture worth a thousand words...

Signing off:
Kirra

Da Zhang Fu

2008-10-26T20:13:00.003+08:00

Da Zhang Fu shuo dao zuo dao. Literally means A man of his words.

I said I wanted to see the expression of Jeremy when I win from his discard or self drew a 5 fold(limit). And that's what I did.

Ping Hu (Sequence Hand) - 4 fold
Men Qing (Clear Hand) - 1 fold
Zi Mo (Self Draw) - x2 payout

Grand winner of the day, Kirra-sama! Wahahaha~

Signing off:
Kirra

Tiring

2008-10-25T21:20:00.003+08:00

Tired de la. These few days no time to blog at all. Work at Mikoishi is fun but damn tiring. 9 hours - lunch time to face the monitor screen, eye damn pain. And also because of work, my sleeping time period is like the times during my sec sch days. Sleep early wake up early. Like damn 'guai' liddat. Feel very weird.

And because of the non-disclosure agreement, I cannot say anything regarding the games I've tested. But they're fun games, which won't be out even on the day I ended my attachment. Hahah~

No time for games also, recently only played the new Bleach: Soul Carnival game for the PSP.

A bleach 2nd side scrolling beat up game with RPG elements. Very fun. And if you noticed, CHIBI GRAPHICS. OWN! Cute cute characters.

And I feel like playing mahjong. Especially watching the face of Jeremy when I self draw or win from his discard tile. Full fold

Need stress relief!

Signing off:
Kirra

New arc: attachment

2008-10-20T21:34:00.002+08:00

Report to Mikoishi for my first day of attachment. Met up with gay seng, wei kiat and choon wei first. Then had to climb that 6 storey~ flight of stairs. WILL DIE I TELL YOU. The steps are like super high. Reach the last few steps abit seh already. You all don't complain students from GET weak, you ownself go climb first before you kao beh.

Had a briefing, sign some forms, then start work le. Haha, first day still quite manageable. But after lunch break go back to office still need to climb that long flight of stupid stairs. grr...

14 weeks and 6 days left to go.

Signing off:
Kirra

work

2008-10-19T21:58:00.002+08:00

Starting my 3 months of money-hauling/attachment/slavery from tomorrow onwards. Very nervous leh, in my life I only worked twice. This is the 3rd time.

"3rd time alrdy hor!"

...Ahem, a reference to an idiot that we've bumped into at Hougang Mall. Now it's became our 'kou tou can'.

Meeting gay seng tomorow, shashiburi... Within the next 15 weeks cannot get sacked. Or SIP = fail... must stay back one extra year. Among the 6 game testers send to Mikoishi, only considered closer with Wei Kiat and Choon Wei. Gay Seng is the development team. And still have to see that damn liar. Haiz...

Signing off:
Kirra

Attachment

2008-10-17T22:48:00.004+08:00

Finally, finally today know where am I going for my SIP. And luckily it's not internal SIP. Assigned to a company in Dohby Ghaut, called 'Mikoishi'. Same company as Gay Seng. As well as some other pleasant and not-so-pleasant classmates from school. Haiz... Gonna start work on Monday. Hope can be smooth-sailing.

Earning tons of money~ Then after NS come out buy new com. No point buying one so soon since 2 years can't use much of my com. And hope after 2 years technology will be so advanced that I don't need to physical start up the pc.

PC start up. All system green, dispersion of GN particles started... starting retinal scan...

Scanning my eyeball with a red laser...

Scan complete, ID recognised. Personnel known as Kirra-sama. Booting up windows. Welcome to windows vista OS...

I know this is impossible... especially the GN particles thing. Watched too much Gundam 00... Ahh... just feeling uneasy for my first day of work. Need reach by 9.30am. Meeting colleagues, superiors and assigned workload. Considered full time job. I part time job experience already not alot, so quite unused. Need to 'por' boss one. Argh!

Orewa dekiru... date orewa, tensai da...

Signing off:
Kirra

Whack em up

2008-10-14T17:04:00.003+08:00

A game trailer of the new 'Dynasty Warrior 6' for PS3. Hope it comes to the psp soon~ As well as 'Warriors Orochi 2'. As you all can see from the trailer, this is a one character kill whole army game. Suitable to play when you are feeling abit of a sadist or want to vent your frustration. But seriously, the game is good.

The trailer practically features mostly on Shu general, Zhao Yun. And the ending antagonist being Lu Bu. Already completed warriors orochi 1(combination of dynasty warrior and samurai warrior) on my PSP. I want a new whack em up game.

Went to cut my hair today coz long hair very hard to wash. And also make myself more 'presentable' for my SIP. Tomorrow going to Jeremy's house for mahjong and friday to TP for briefing. Money shortage.

Signing off:
Kirra

Tiring week

2008-10-10T23:59:00.002+08:00

I think I've mentioned that Monday I went to play overnight mahjong. Couldn't remember, lazy to check also. So, Wednesday woke up earlier to do the NS registration thingy. Got myself damn pissed off. More so than doing the stupid MP and facing pchoy.

I forgot to bring my damn bloody IC.

So when I went to Sengkang CC(we doing the thing together at Jeremy's hosue, at Sengkang) to reset our singpass. MUST HAVE IC. Damn, that Jeremy still shout loudly that I was stupid. Knn... then go back home take IC. Since I thought all CC can reset singpass, I walked to hougang CC, very near my house only.

'Sorry, we don't provide the service here'. Then the receptionist goes on to provide alot of reasons why didn't they. I AM NOT INTERESTED IN THE BLOODY REASONS, JUST TELL ME WHERE CAN. Then she said Sengkang and Serangoon CC. Ok fine, just nice a direct bus to Serangoon arrived. Then I take, asked a knowledgeable looking person waiting for bus at the interchange. "Where is Serangoon CC." He pointed to a building nearby saying it's that building.

Then I walked over, the banner there says 'North Braddel CC'.

That puki makao... dakara~ don't think a person will know more things if he wears more formally. Yaro...

In the end I backtracked and took a MRT straight to Sengkang. Reset that bloody singpass den went to Jeremy's house to do the crap.

Yesterday went to eat buffet at Sakae sushi with Jiande. Only managed 13 plates and that's all I ate for the day besides another bowl of lousy ice kacang at the newly opened Koufu, cineleisure. My 'not enuff sleep syndromed' kicked in. Feeling abit of a headache for the whole day. Feeling better today coz I slept for quite some time.

When is SIP starting?!?!?! TP's sure taking it slowly... by the time we know is like november? December need go for the body check for NS, then april reporting for national slavery. Sucky period of life.

Signing off:
Kirra

Tears

2008-10-08T09:22:00.004+08:00

Finally~ Download finish~! Actually it's finished yesterday. But I'm too tired and lazy to upload to imeem, and whatever. So after listening to both of the songs from the single a few time and plop, off to sleep.

Tracks:
01．涙 NAMIDA なみだ
02．WIN
03．涙 NAMIDA ナミダ（OFF VOCAL)
04．WIN （OFF VOCAL)

Namida NAMIDA Namida - Aya Hirano

WIN - Aya Hirano

After listening to the single version, it's obvious that the ending song version for Hyakko was not the final version.

Not my favorite out of all her songs(God Knows, Unnamed World, MonStAR), but it's still worth the wait. 'WIN' was nice, though 'Namida NAMIDA Namida' still leaves a stronger impression out of the 2 songs.

Read from online sources that the producer, Tsunku, is famous for producing songs for little/children girl band and other cute songs. Thus this single quite exceed my expectation.

Aya's singing style has changed since her previous single 'Unnamed World', no more cutesy cutesy. I kinda like the change, and I like the songs.

Signing off:
Kirra

Registration for army stinks

2008-10-07T23:33:00.004+08:00

Yesterday went to Jeremy's house with Eric and Yang Hao. Planned to do the army registration thingy together to book the same timeslot for body check. But in the end didn't do it, the registration itself is damn troublesome. Still need singpass, alot of other misc information. And heard from one of my fren, swimming trunk size =.= what the crap?

In the end we played mahjong from arnd 4pm to 7am, overnight. After that then head home on the super crowded bus.

Slept for only like, 2-3 hours. Woke up at 1. Then kinda sleepy now. Maybe should go to sleep soon...

Now Japan should be 12.33am already. Faster than Singapore by one hour. 8ct Oct. Hope someone uploads Hirano Aya's new single soon. Ironic that she's my favorite Japanese singer and I'm downloading her new singles on her bday, brilliant act of support >.< Given my limited budget, it's better to spend money on her books more than her singles, songs are easily available on the net =D

Though I'm like a cheapo, I won't download songs from Sin Huey, I will BUY them. So, relaxu~

EDIT: Ok, someone uploaded the single. Hope it's not some cruel joke played by no-life otaku. 12 minutes left to completion. Cannot sleep~ must tahan~ listen to the song first hand~

Signing off:
Kirra

00 season 2

2008-10-05T23:13:00.002+08:00

Four years have passed since the final battle between Celestial Being and the UN Forces. Humanity, having established the Earth Sphere Federation, forms an independent security preservation force, Arrows, separate from the formal Federation army. Given un-fettered discretion, Arrows is charged with the duty to further unify nations and enforce the will of mankind. Unknown to the general public, however, is Arrows' misuse of power and inhumane tactics to oppress freedoms, doctrines, and ideologies in the name of 'unity'.

Saji Crossroad has followed the path to becoming a space engineer, to keep his promise to Louise Halevy. Louise herself is compelled to become involved in Federation government reform and joined Arrows as a mobile suit pilot during the four-year gap.

Meanwhile, Setsuna, having survived the battle with Graham Aker four years ago, has witnessed a change in the world due to the actions of Celestial Being. With the defeat of Alejandro Corner, he dreamed of a peaceful world without conflict; but before his own eyes was the reality of the continuing strain on peace, caused by the oppression of Arrows. He decides once more to fight with Gundam, the power with the potential to change the world.
-Credit Wikipedia

Episode 1 was great, although it start off with something similar as the previous gundam series... peacefully. And the tranquility was broken by some armed group by the UN known as Arrows(A-laws). Saji was nearly killed when Setsuna rescued him. Saji then knows that the pilot of Exia was Setsuna. Setsuna fought against the armed group who pilots GN-drive powered mobile suits(one of their pilot happened to be Saji's mentally tormented girlfriend) with his tattered Exia. In the end he was saved by Tieria Erde in his new Selavii gundam.

Setsuna rejoined Celestia Being. Who used Exia's GN drive to complete their new model. Gundam 00(which has 2 GN drives). The newly completed gundam was given to Setsuna. Meanwhile, Setsuna meet up with Lockon Stratos...

It seems that this series is worth to be anticipated, for now. The opening scene was nice too. Ok, gotta rest early today. Tomorrow will be a "long" day. Tong Xiao mahjong. Then Tuesday sleep, wake up on Wednesday and Hirano Aya's new single "Namida Namida Namida" will be out~ xD

Signing off:
Kirra

Breakthrough

2008-10-04T23:35:00.003+08:00

Finally... Major Project ended yesterday. Submitted and presented, although the presentation sucks coz the panel is made up of people like Peter Choy... But still, it's over without much difficulties. Now all that's left is SIP, can receive pay...

Slack abit in school waiting for frens and then had dinner at Long John Silver. Went overnight mahjong at Jeremy's house after that. Didn't slept too much, now abit tired... going to sleep soon.

Gundam 00 season 2 is airing tomorrow, and 3 days left to Hirano Aya's single release + her bday.

Namida Namida Namida (TV size) - Aya Hirano

This is the TV size version from the ending of the anime 'Hyakko'. I don't really see any sense in that anime tho =/ Apart from one of the character is voiced by Hirano Aya.

Signing off:
Kirra

Rely on myself

2008-10-01T21:41:00.002+08:00

Today was Hari Raya, so no need go school to do my peoject. Coz the lab won't be open, furthermore we finished already~ Yea yea~ Finally no more stress on the project.

Planned to watch 'Gaki no Tsukai' to spend my day, a Japanese game show in which the host played a 24 hour long game and if they laugh, they will get whacked. I watched the high school version months ago, then today some youtube ppl uploaded the other version.

Halfway thru the show Jeremy asked me go his house play Mahjong. EHehehe~ That net me $13+ of winnings. Super happy. 3 consecutive 'zi mo'.

Zi mo! $4.80
Zi mo! $4.80
Zi mo! $9.60

Then after that lose abit. Haiz... If somehow Jeremy see this he will say I hao lian again, first time win den so yaya. But nvm~ Win jiu shi win. Maybe is because I brought the book 1/19bmp with me today. Hirano Aya is the seiyuu for the anime LUCKY STAR! Ahaha, maybe that's why I'm so lucky. That book from now on, will be my secret weapon.

Countdown to Hirano Aya's new single "Namida Namida Namida" and her birthday: 7 days

Signing off:
Kirra

Bpm

2008-09-28T22:52:00.007+08:00

Went to cine to k-lunch with Jiande today. Slept abit too late yesterday nite and today wake up abit tired. And cine's arcade FINALLY update their games. No more games from the 90s already. Well, at least there are new games like TC4...

Went to Kinokuniya after singing. Cause I had sort of something in mind that I want to buy. Actually quite alot... But the only thing I could find is...

First let's take a look at the price tag.

Nothing that I can't afford... And it's something that's worth more than the price listed... so, this is it~

Hirano Aya's first pictorial book! 1/19 Bpm~!!! Kinokuniya is teh win!!! I think that's the only place I can 'practice' my Hirano-ism. It's a book containing pictures of her traveling to various places and as well some 'bonus' pictures of her from age 0 to 19. Thus the name of the book? I think so~ There's also some q&a section asking Aya about her work, private life, etc etc.

One of my most FAVORITE page of the book. Page 87. Hirano Aya in a wedding gown. Don't ppl always say a woman look best during their wedding? I got to agree.

Possessing an actual book feels so different from having an online version. Haha, I have the online version of H - Stairway to 20. High quality scans, but holding a book itself is so different. Although everytime I want to read the book I have to be very careful in flipping it so it don't get damage. But this is one of the fun part in reading a book you treasured desho, desho?(Right, right?)

Signing off:
Kirra

Sigma Harmonics

2008-09-27T23:39:00.003+08:00

The trailer for the NDS game Sigma Harmonics.

Copied from Wiki:
Plot:
The story revolves around Sigma Kurogami (黒上シグマ) (voiced by Daisuke Ono), a high school student and "sound user" whose family guards a huge clock sealing off the demon Ōma (逢魔). One day, his past is rewritten, causing chaos in his present. He then works with his friend Neon Tsukiyumi (月弓ネオン) (voiced by Aya Hirano) to solve an increasingly complex string of murder cases and return his life to normal.

Gameplay:
The game is played using the Nintendo DS system's "book" orientation (similar to Brain Age: Train Your Brain in Minutes a Day!, Ninja Gaiden Dragon Sword, and other games). Solving one chapter’s case changes the past which leads to a new murder. “The characters who appear are about the same, but the plot outline and puzzle are totally different.

........I would get this game if I had a NDS. But too bad I don't and I don't plan to get one either. There are working NDS emulator out there, just waiting to see if this game will be downloadable from some spyware-free website and play. Too bad the anime segments from this trailer probably won't be as spectacular as in the game itself.

The song in this trailer is Harmonia Vita, performed by Aya Hirano.

Queen's Crown

Relink

Ahem ahem ahem

9 weeks

Biscuits

Sucky week

May'n

Inflammed

MC again

Mentally... tired

Sianzation

Hellish

Bored

Shiturday

2three0six

First book-out

6 hours 45 minutes

Wednesday

Tuesday

Monday

Project completed

Gastrics

Haruhi-ism 2/Msia tour day 2

Msia tour day 1

Unrequited love

Vexed

Outing

Graduated

Sayonara

long

Plucked

Dream

Last lap

Toothache

Daily

Unmei

Yellow Jokes

Hot day

Tian leng

Seasoning

Class BBQ coming soon

Rotting

TP major project survey

00 Raiser

Archer Arios, launching!

Neko

Tanjobi omedetou

Curse of the Encyclopedia

One down

Rantings

If There're Seasons...

Double pwnage from TP and Starhub

End of campus tour

Hui Chu Jing Cai - TP edition

Hectic week

End

Helpless

Standing at attention

Sickly high

Gastrics

Between conscience and desire

Daredevil

Happy New Year

Stuffs

C902

'Queen' secured

Christmas Eve

Queen's arriving

Blurred?

Diamond Crevasse

New look

Cosfest EOY

Time buster

Gathering

Medical

Skip Beat!

Sick

AFA' 08

OD*X versus N*ZI

Very much want to love you

ODX versus NZI